Wednesday Morning Devotional

I got a little slack this week in writing a WMD.  I read through a bunch of them and this one really stuck with me this morning.  I updated a bit and am publishing it again today.

Preparing for the Bridegroom

“But while they were on their way to buy the oil, the bridegroom arrived.” Matthew 25:10

I remember the days when I would go to church, maybe one of those old school Churches of God, and feel like God was going to come back before the end of the service. I remember how much panic it created within my heart because I knew I wasn’t ready. So, I would do all the “quick fixes” I knew to do. I would go down to the altar and start afresh. I always left feeling better, but usually the feeling would only last anywhere from a few days to a few weeks. Deep down, I was always hoping He wouldn’t come, because I knew I was foolish. I wanted the world AND I wanted to be right with God, and even then I knew that you couldn’t serve two masters.

I realize now that God usually doesn’t do anything quickly. Lest we forget, He has been “coming quickly” for about 1,946 years (if Revelation was written in the year 70). Every generation has had believers who thought He would come in their own lifetime. I am no exception.  I believe He will come in mine. A relationship with Him is a slow, on-going process. This life that I have is all about becoming more and more like Him until the day that I either draw my last breath here on Earth, or He comes back for me, just as He promises.

Now, I really believe I have a message today for believers who have called themselves Christians for a long time. I have called myself a Christian for 25 years now. I have come so far on my Christian journey, but I realize that I have a lot further to go. I have been married to my wife for 14 years. I was watching our wedding video just the other day and I could not help but notice the absolute beauty of my bride. I’m not talking about just physical beauty, though she certainly had that going on. I’m talking about spiritual beauty. It was like I could see into her heart and as we went through our ceremony. She was soaking in not just our wedding, but God. She was experiencing Him on a different level than I was. I was still immature spiritually, though I didn‘t know it at the time. One day, we will renew our vows and I will get to experience what she did because I will be properly prepared.

So, what is the point of all this? My bride was absolutely prepared for me. The church is the bride of Christ. If you actually take the time to read these WMDs, you are more than likely a part of the bride. More than likely, you have had that moment when you asked the Lord into your heart, received His forgiveness for your sin and began to walk with Him. But, here is the question of all questions: If Christ was to return at this very moment…are you ready? I don’t just mean, “Have you said the prayer?“ A bride doesn’t just go into a wedding with her hair fixed just any old way, or wearing just any old clothes, she goes in gloriously prepared. In the same way, you and I need to be “dolled up” spiritually. I want to be as clean as I possibly can when my Lord comes to take me as His bride. Let’s you and I clothe ourselves in the righteousness that can only be given by Christ Himself. Let’s be faithful in filling our lamps with oil by studying the Word, hanging out with other believers, and honoring Him with our everyday lives so that non-believers may see and believe. May our hearts be on fire for Him on that glorious day when He appears. May we be found beautiful.

When He arrives, let’s be ready!

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Adam

Then He said to them all:  “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.”  — Luke 9:23

I like to read books about martyrs for Christ.  Believe me, its not that I enjoy reading about the torture that many, many Christians have endured.  But, it is a constant reminder that real Christianity is costly.  It is also a reminder that if I am unwilling to give up any earthly possession, then I do not see Christ, salvation, and Eternal life properly.  God is the pearl of great price.  He is the treasure in the field.  When men see Him for who He really is, they will gladly give everything for Him.

I regularly read “Foxe’s Book of Martyrs,” “Jesus Freaks,” and “Tortured for Christ.”  I like reading them because you can read one of their stories in just a few minutes (except “Tortured for Christ,” the whole book is one man’s story).  In that few minutes, it just somehow awakens my spirit to follow Jesus . . . like REALLY follow Him. 

My wife knows I read books like this, so for Father’s Day, she bought me a new one called, “I am n.”  It contains stories of individuals giving everything:  money, possessions, homes, even their own lives for the sake of following Christ.  I have only read the first story.  Fortunately, the guy is still alive (at least at the time of the writing of the book), but the Islamic State of Iraq and Syria took nearly everything from him.  They are constantly seeking out all “infidels” who refuse allegiance to Allah.

To mark these people, they spray paint the Arabic letter “nun” on the houses of people they have marked as Christians.  “Nun” is basically the equivalent of our “n”, and stands for Nazarene.  Houses marked with an “n” contain followers of Jesus the Nazarene. 

Here is the thing:  The guy in the story, Abu Fadi, could have kept every single one of his possessions.  All he had to do was say that he was not a follower of Jesus, and then pledge his allegiance to Islam. 

He refused.  He just quietly, and humbly said, “No, I will not become Muslim.  I do not denounce Jesus.” 

I heard a preacher say that one of two things must happen in America:  Either our preachers must change the way they preach, or a great wave of persecution must befall the American church.  I believe him.  The reason being that one of these events would separate the true followers of Jesus from those who give lip service only. 

Somehow, in America, we have become church consumers.  “What’s in it for me?” is our favorite question.  We “shop” for churches.  Does it have a great children’s program?  If yes, it may be worthy of my children’s attendance.  Is the service over by 11:45?  That will allow me to make it to the restaurant before the line gets long from the rest of the churches who get out at noon.  Is the band good?  Do I like the preacher?  If it isn’t at least a little bit entertaining, then I don’t really want to go.

I use those examples because I’ve either said this dumb stuff, or at least thought it.

When I became the pastor of a church two years ago, I never prayed that God would give us good programs, good music, or that my sermons would be great.  I prayed for one thing, and one thing only that remains my prayer today:  “God, please allow your Presence to abide at Lifeline Community Church.  I pray that every person who comes in the doors will experience you.  May they desire above all else to keep that feeling of your mighty presence with them every day for the rest of their lives.  Help us to want you above all else.”

If God’s Presence isn’t being made manifest, what does it matter if your kids like the youth group?  If the Holy Spirit isn’t all over the worship service, what does it matter if the band plays every note perfectly?  I don’t care if the pastor is the greatest public speaker on the planet; if he isn’t teaching you that you can have your own real deal one-one-one relationship with God and that you can have the Holy Spirit residing in you . . . he is useless.

If you ever really grab a hold of Him . . .

Turn your eyes upon Jesus

Look full in His wonderful face

And the things of Earth will grow strangely dim

In the light of His glory and grace.

Would they spray paint your house with an “n”?

Later

Adam

My friend, Scott McGaha, wrote today’s WMD

Be honest, when you take a good look at America, do you only think warm, happy thoughts? Or do you see things you’d desperately like to change? Areas that need helping? Sin you’d like to stop? I don’t care if you’re talking to the most self righteous, hellfire and brimstone preacher or a diehard atheist, or someone somewhere in between, everyone sees areas they’d change. Societal injustices that should be righted, homeless that should be sheltered and fed, crime that should be punished and hurt that needs healing. There’s literally something for everyone.

My parents raised me in church so it’s just always been a part of who I am, even when I haven’t necessarily been a part of it. There have been times when I could spot faults and failures with the best of them. My microscopic vision could see the tiniest speck of sawdust in my brother’s eye, while an entire forest was growing out of mine. And oh the sermons I’ve heard, and repeated. One theme came to mind this week.

2 Chronicles 7:14 is one of the church’s favorites when talking about the world or our society. “Oh, if people would only humble themselves and turn from their sinful ways” I’ve heard on many occasions. But until the other day, I’d always missed the directions.
I had a teacher back in high school who talked about the importance of reading directions. She told us about a college course she took once, whose professor had harped on reading directions. He handed out the exam, a very lengthy amount of pages, and students quickly started working on the many questions. She remembered his admonition, so she read the directions. It began with please read the directions entirely before you begin, something most of her classmates clearly weren’t doing. The next sentence said, put down your pen or pencil, remain silent until the exam is over. That was all. That was the entire test, did you read the directions. Only she and a few others did. They got an A. The rest all failed.

Which brings me back to my original point, I think we have failed to read the directions as Christians. We shout from our soapbox about all that is wrong with the world, how the United States is nothing more than a modern day Sodom and Gomorrah, and how much we hope The Rapture is coming soon. And all this time, we have been failing our test, just like the majority of my teacher’s classmates. God plainly said “If My people…called by My name…,” not lost people who don’t know Him. Who is He talking to? He’s talking to me. And if you consider yourself to be a Christian, He’s talking to you. Every single one of us. How do I know that? Go back to my original question. Now ask yourself, in light of all you see wrong in this country, can you honestly say God has healed our land? There was work for us to do first:

1. Humble ourselves – get off our soapbox and down on our knees, which goes perfectly with

2. Pray and seek His face – if we do that, it should happen almost naturally that we would

3. Turn from our wicked ways – He plainly says, His people and their wicked ways, not if His people would just get sinners to turn from their wicked ways, then

4. He will heal our land.

Have I done all these things? No, I honestly haven’t. I’ve been too caught up watching others. This week reminded me to read the directions. I encourage you to do the same. If we do, there’s no telling what we might see happen, though I doubt you’ll get any college credit hours

Scott

Carpenters for Christ

But in fact God has placed the parts in the body, every one of them, just as He wanted them to be.  – 1 Corinthians 12:18

By the time I post this WMD, approximately 50 men will be “circling up” at Lifeline Community Church.  They count off first thing in the morning, right before breakfast, again at lunch, and one last time at supper.  After count off, they hold hands, pray out loud, disperse teams, and go to work for their Lord and Savior.  By the end of the day, probably 100 different people will have been on site working anywhere from 1 to 10 hours.

My dad worked with me yesterday.  He is a carpenter and was amazed at just what can be accomplished by these guys in a day.  He also said it was the first time he had ever been on a construction job where he hadn’t heard every cuss word that could possibly be said by 10 a.m.  In fact, he heard none.

Every year these guys go on a mission trip.  Their field is the Southeastern part of the United States.  They have members who live in Alabama, West Virginia, and nearly every state in between.  Throughout the year, the Lord will lead, guide and direct them to a major project that will be completed during the first full week of June.  The project will be secondary to their real objective:  Draw near to God through devotion and prayer while fellowshipping with lifelong friends and other believers.   It is a secondary consequence that by the end of the week, they have helped build one more sanctuary where God can truly be made known.

What a wonderful picture of the body of believers who make up the body of Christ!  There are teenagers there that put me to shame when it comes to carpentry work.  There are men who don’t do any carpentry, they simply cook and clean so the carpenters can be fed (very well I might add) three times a day.  There are carpenters who do carpentry for a living, and there are people like me who can “gopher” materials and tools so they may be placed in the hands of those who can use them skillfully.  Nobody gets more credit than anyone else, the guy who worked the last hour is honored just as much as the guy who bore the heat of the entire day.

Every person who has been saved by the blood of Jesus Christ has a purpose.  People think because they can’t communicate well, or can’t sing, or don’t have a particular skill set that they can’t be effectively used by God.  They are wrong.  God made no mistake when He made you.  Everybody can do something for the kingdom.  If everybody would do his or her particular something, you would see what I have seen for the past five days . . . the Body of Christ produce something wonderful.

Whatever you can do for Jesus, do it.  Believe me, my contribution to this project was small, but no less important.  I realize that I can’t say, “Because I’m not a carpenter, I can’t work with these guys.”  I have a place with them.  I feel so loved and included by them.  They are amazing!  Every local church should operate just like them.

Everyone has a place, everyone has a task, no task is greater than anyone else’s, and at the end of the day something beautiful is created.  If the world ever sees a united, undivided body of Christ, they will desire the fellowship and Presence of God that we have.

It is just that irresistible.

If you would like to see with your own eyes what has been completed in 5 days of working, come to our special mid-week service tonight at 7:00.  The address is 6979 West-Oak Highway, Westminster, SC  29693

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Adam

Temporary

For this world is not our permanent home; we are looking forward to a home yet to come. – Hebrews 13:14

I remember when I was younger that my dad would often play .38 Special albums on his turntable. One of my favorite songs was “Hold on Loosely.” Like every other song I used to listen to, I had no idea what the lyrics were actually talking about. Now, if I ever hear this song, it has kind of a spiritual application for me.

I don’t do change well, yet a lot has changed for me in the past few years. I have only held 3 jobs my entire life. I hated giving up being a golf cart attendant for seven years. But, when I graduated college, the next logical step was to become the math teacher that I had studied to become. I went on to teach at the same school I attended as a kid. I spent 30 years of my life there either as a student, or as a teacher.

Fast forward to the present. I’m teaching for my second year at an alternative school, as well as pastoring Lifeline Community Church. I love both jobs, though I do find it quite difficult to do them both well. If I ever start thinking past the current day or week, I get overwhelmed really quickly. God has really taught me to live one day at a time.

I say all that to say this: Things change . . . a lot. I can see why God put verses like Hebrews 13:14 in the Bible. I have to make a conscious effort to let go of Earthly things. I want to hold on to them and never let go. I wanted so badly to hold on to my golf cart job and never have to grow up and actually be responsible. I wanted to stay at the same school where I walked through the doors for 30 years. I want my kids to stay little. I want my wife and I to not enter the second half of our lives, where we have less days ahead of us than we’ve had behind us. There are constant reminders that this world is not my permanent home.

One day, you and I will leave this entire world behind. It is not our home. No matter what a person believes, things will be different one day. There are really only three possibilities: We will cease to exist, we will recycle and exist as something else, or we will go on to live in an eternal home, which could be very, very good, or very, very bad. I pray that every person reading this believes the latter and has or will put their hope and trust in the Lord Jesus Christ, who traded His life for any and all who receive His mercy and grace.

With much effort, I choose to hold on very loosely to the things of this world. I love being a teacher, but I’m less than 10 years from retiring. I love being a preacher, but I won’t always have the strength to stand in a pulpit. I love having my kids at home, but they won’t always be here. I love my wife like crazy, but one day death will do us part. I could try with everything that I am to grab hold of and protect what I think is my way of life, but what an exhausting, futile effort.

Instead, I will simply enjoy it all, one day at a time, looking forward to the next day, the next adventure, or the next phase of life knowing, and I mean really knowing, that God has promised to never leave me, and never forsake me.

The steps of a good man are ordered of the Lord: and he delights in his way – Psalm 37:23.

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Adam

Taking up Space

“For three year now I’ve been coming to look for fruit on this fig tree and haven’t found any.  Cut it down! Why should it use up the soil?” – Luke 13:7

In this parable, there was a fig tree planted in a vineyard.  Because of this highly favorable location, the fig tree should have absolutely flourished.  Instead, it just sucked and drained valuable nutrients out of the ground while producing nothing for the past three years.

Nobody has done less with more than our generation.  As Christians living in America, we have access to powerful preaching, powerful praise and worship; unbelievable Bible applications that could help you study and learn for hours on end, and other resources galore.  Yet, despite being planted in possibly the most blessed country in the world, we, as a whole, produce very little of the fruits of the Spirit:  Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, faithfulness, goodness, or self-control.

Over the years, I have heard students tell me where they go to church, and even tell me the story of how Jesus came into their heart.  Yet, when I look for fruit, I find none.  As soon as they have to work hard, there is no patience.  As soon as someone makes him or her angry, there is no love, joy, or kindness, but plenty of foul language and name-calling.  As soon as sex is available to them, self-control is out the door.  They are planted in a vineyard, but produce no fruit.

I see adults letting stress get the best of them.  I’m pretty worn out and stressed right now.  Who isn’t?  However, I am very aware that people just might be inspecting my fruit.  If I fly off the handle, seem constantly sullen, or have absolutely no joy in my heart despite being stressed, what good am I?  Why should I use up the soil?

What will you and I produce today?  When people inspect our fruit, will they see love such as isn’t common to see?  Will they see joy despite the pressure?  Will they witness patience, kindness, and gentleness?  Would they call our behavior faithful to the God we claim to know?  Would they marvel at our self-control?  Here is the thing:  We can’t manufacture these fruits of the Spirit on our own?  Fruits only occur as a result of being connected to the Holy Spirit of God.  Fruit is a by-product of being rooted in good ground.

I know what it is like to be a fruitless Christian.  I remember trying to tell others about Jesus and have them laugh at me because I was absolutely no different than they were.  When they inspected my fig tree, they found no figs.  They only saw a leafy wannabe that only talked about producing.

Fortunately, God is patient.  “’Sir,’ the man replied, ‘leave it alone for one more year, and I’ll dig around it and fertilize it.  If it bears fruit next year, fine!  If not, then cut it down.’”  (Luke 13:8-9)

If you know you are an unproductive, useless Christian who displays no love for anyone outside your immediate circle of friends and family, take the next year to really “dig” in the Word of God.  Pray like you have never prayed before.  Fertilize the soil of your heart and ask God to remove any and all weeds.  Ask Him to create in you a clean heart that wants to do right and wants to love others.  Then, and only then, will you produce fruit that others can actually see and eat.

If really serving the Lord and obeying His commands seems evil, unpleasant, and miserable to you, then lay the axe to your own tree and chop it down.  Stop claiming to be a Christian when you know in your heart you would never really say no to sin.

Why should you continue using up good soil?  You are in a favorable location.  There is simply no excuse to not produce!

Choose you this day who you will serve.

As for me, and my house . . .

We will serve the Lord! (Joshua 24:15)

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Adam

Do Your Own Fighting

“David sent Joab” – 2 Samuel 11:1

The Bible says in the 11^th chapter of 2 Samuel that it was time for kings to go to war. David was a king. David had been a king leading his own battles for a while now. For some reason, at this particular time, he sent another person off to take his place in leading the battle.

One of the worst things that Christians do today is let others fight for them. Very few Christians read and study the Bible. They are very content to allow the preachers to do all of the Bible studying. They figure they will just get the 30-minute version of the hours and hours of studying the preacher has done that week.

When it comes to prayer, people are quick to throw out a “pray for me,” over Facebook. I’m certainly not against this . . . unless the person asking for prayer refuses to get alone with God and petition Him for himself or herself. Prayer is not only for preachers and the “super spiritual,” it is for each individual who claims to be followers of Christ.

I have read the prayers in the Bible. I think (and I could be wrong) the longest one is in the book of Nehemiah (Chapter 9). It took me 7 minutes to read. Surely, each of us as individuals can get alone with God for 7 minutes to really focus on Him. He invites us to cast our cares, worries and needs upon Him.   We serve a God who actually desires to be the dumping ground for all of our sin, and all of our problems.

Never, ever depend on someone else to fight your spiritual battles. You must study the Word for yourself. You must practice the Presence of God. You are responsible for your own spiritual life. Not the preachers, Sunday school teachers, youth leaders, parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles . . . you!

If you don’t have a plan for reading the Word, here is a good starter plan: Read a chapter a day, nice and slowly, asking God to give you wisdom and understanding and asking for Him to help you begin to grow spiritually. If you stick to it, you will have read the entire Bible in 3 years and 3 months. That sounds like a long time, but it isn’t. Best of all, you will be so different. God will have changed you over that 3-year period like you would not believe. I read the entire thing in 15 months. By the end of Revelation, all the preaching I had heard up until that time did very little compared to what reading it for myself did.

This is very important! You may think your preacher is the greatest Bible teacher in the world, and he may be. However, if you get ALL of your Bible knowledge from another human and never receive revelation and understanding from your alone time with God, you are doing exactly as David did in our verse this morning.

You absolutely must win in the private place of devotion. You must learn to lead the charge in fighting your own battles and developing your own power and presence of the Living God. Church on Sunday can be absolutely wonderful, but alone time with God is essential if you are going to grow in the Lord.

The bottom line is this: As soon as David used a substitute to fight for him, he almost immediately fell to temptation. Had he been focused on the battle, he would never have been in the wrong place at the wrong time.

Are you right now engaged in the spiritual battle of knowing, loving, and honoring God?

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Adam

Are You Serious?

He who says, “I know Him,” and does not keep His commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him. – 1 John 2:4

I sometimes wonder how serious I am about being a Christ follower. As John approached the end of his life, it is obvious in this epistle that he does not mind just laying it all out there. He flat out says, “if the way that you live doesn’t match what you say you believe, your are a liar and there is no way that Christ lives in you.”

That’s convicting. It is convicting for me because sometimes I let my emotions get the better of me. I say things I wish I could take back. I do things that I immediately regret. Sometimes I immediately catch it and repent. Other times, it takes a while. I read verses like 1 John 2:4 and begin to wonder what is wrong with me.

I think about other people who say they are Christians and don’t take the commands of God seriously. The first couple of verses in Luke 17 talks about how a person is better off being tied to a huge rock and thrown into the sea rather than live a deceitful life that causes others to stumble in their walk with God. Those are the words of Jesus. I know too many people who say they are Christians, but live like Hell. They plan the next affair, know they will sneak to look at the pornography late at night, know they will lie, know they will cheat, know they will get drunk, and know they will cuss it up when they get around their buddies.

“Don’t judge me, Adam! Only God can judge me!”

It sounds like He is. We act like God will only judge us at the end of our lives, but I think He is giving us a chance by pre-judging us now. There will be no trick questions on our end-of-life exam. He says right there in His word, “If you claim to know me, but don’t keep my commandments, you are a liar . . . you don’t really know me.”

I was watching this old episode of Degrassi Junior High, a “cutting edge” public television show from the 80’s. In it, there was a funeral. A kid named Derek “Wheels” Wheeler had just lost both of his parents to a car accident. Up until this point in the show, which is the second episode of the third season, there had been not one instance of God, Jesus, the Bible, or anything like that. All of a sudden, at the funeral, the Bible was quoted, Jesus Christ is petitioned, and prayers are offered in hopes of eternal security for the lost loved ones as well as a chance to see them again.

All of a sudden, everyone was serious. All of a sudden, the stupidity of sneaking around, sleeping around, lying, bullying, cheating, being deceitful . . . it all took a back seat and everyone got a good look at their own fate . . . death. It waits for all of us, drawing nearer and nearer with each passing hour and each breath we take. We know not the day or hour, but death just sits there and waits. Our time eventually runs out. At that moment, only one question will matter . . .

Did you know the Lord Jesus Christ?

It doesn’t matter if you say you know Him. John saw people who said they knew Him, but through their actions proved otherwise. I see them today. You do too. However, the most important question of all is this: Do you know Him? If the answer is yes, is there anything that you consistently say or do that might lead another person to believe that you are not the Christian you say you are? If that answer is yes, repent and ask God to help you live a life that truly honors Him.

Lord, I have to confess that there are moments when I know people would look at me and say, “That guy is a Christian? A preacher?” Please help me God! I want nothing more than to know you. I want nothing more than to live a life that really honors you. Please help what I say and what I do to be consistent with each other. At the end of my life, I pray that nobody is wondering if I was saved or where I am. I want them to say, “That guy didn’t just say He knew God . . . He knew God!”

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Adam

Giving God my Awl

It shall come about if he says to you, “I will not go out from you,“ because he loves you and your household, since he fares well with you; then you shall take an awl and pierce it through his ear into the door, and he shall be your servant forever. – Deuteronomy 15:16-17

So I just watched the movie “12 Years a Slave.” It is a story about a free black man living in New York who is abducted and sold into slavery. It is very tough to watch. It just left me with the most horrific feelings as I saw with my own eyes exactly how dark the hearts of men can be. There were slave owners who treated their slaves fairly well, but there were others who were just flat out awful. There are scenes in that movie that I’m not sure will ever exit my mind.

I am amazed at how so many people still view God as an angry taskmaster. People who have not experienced salvation will often ask, “Why does God force His will upon us? Why will He send me to Hell for not obeying His rules?” These are legitimate questions.

God has and never will force Himself upon anyone. Love cannot exist outside of free will. As soon as I force someone to obey me against his or her will, I have removed that person’s free will. They can no longer choose to serve me, or love me for that manner. I know it sounds blasphemous to say there are things God can’t do, but I can think of two things that He can’t do. He can’t lie (Titus 1:2), nor can He receive love outside of a person’s free will to give it.

As far as the rules are concerned, I always ask this question: Which rules do you not like? Thou shalt not commit adultery? Do you despise God because He asks you to find one partner and stay together for as long as you both live? Thou shalt not steal? What is it you want to take that doesn’t belong to you? Do you want people stealing from you? At first glance, His rules do seem oppressive and restricting, especially to the minds of sinners.

I have to admit, I first submitted myself to God’s rules out of fear. In my mind, He was an angry taskmaster who couldn’t wait to send me to Hell for not following His rules. On top of that, I was about as bad of a rule follower as anyone could be. It was constant sin and constant repentance on constant repeat. That is until one day when I got alone with God. I read the Bible and read something about lying. I thought of just how much I lied and God asked me to simply tell the truth for that entire day. Circumstances arose where I felt like my entire world hinged on me telling a lie to get out of some serious trouble. I remembered what God asked me to do. I trusted Him possibly for the first time in my life and told the truth. I ended that day in awe of Him because He more than took care of me and far exceeded my expectations on that particular day.

Slowly, but surely, I came to the place where I wanted to serve the God of the Holy Bible. I no longer had to serve Him simply out of obligation.

I love these verses in Deuteronomy because I feel like they describe me.  When I first got started in my walk with Him, in my mind, I was convinced that I had to be His slave. I was commanded to read the Bible, never cuss, never lie, never cheat, never have sex outside of marriage, go to church three times a week, and follow many, many other similar rules. No matter how hard I tried, I always failed at keeping the rules. Therefore, I was always afraid of hearing His words, “Depart from me, Adam . . . I never knew you.” That is until that day where I obeyed Him by telling the truth. From then on, I have wanted to do right . . . not because I was in danger of being thrown into Hell, but because I knew He had my best interest in mind. He ceased to be an angry taskmaster, and became a good, good Father.

Today, Lord, I gladly say, “I will not go out from you.” I hand you my awl to signify giving you my all. I place my ear on the edge of the door and willingly allow you to drive it straight through. Yes it may hurt, but you may mark me.   I may have served you for a while because I felt like I had to, but today make me a marked man. I serve you now because I want to. I choose you. There is and never will be another like you!

My Lord, and my God.

Adam

The Difference in What I Say and Do

And he went outside and wept bitterly.  – Luke 22:62

So why did Peter go outside and weep bitterly?  Well, the easy answer is because he denied Jesus three times, just as He told him he would.  The deeper answer involves what he told Jesus just hours before it actually happened.

Peter declared, “Even if all fall away, I will not.” – Mark 14:29

Let me tell you about two types of love.  There is agape love.  This love is unconditional.  Jesus unquestionably proved His unconditional love for us on the cross at Calvary.  He gave His life, so that you and I may live forever . . . if you so choose to receive His mercy, grace, and forgiveness.  The other type is called phileo love.  This is more of a friendship type love.  Peter was declaring agape for Jesus.  He quickly found out that there was a big difference in saying what you will do, than what you actually do.

Do you claim to be a Christian?  If yes, do you love Jesus?  If yes, is it a “lay down your life” type love? Or, is it simply a, “I like being around Him at church and stuff like that” type love?

I heard some kids talk about the number of the beast last week.  One boldly declared, “I will never take that mark of the beast!”  I asked him, “What makes you think that you will die for Him then, if you won’t live for Him now?”

I sit here thinking about this.  I would love to boldly declare that I would die for my Lord.  Peter teaches me that I better be careful in my bold declarations.  No doubt that he believed what he was saying to Jesus.  The truth is, I have denied Him.  He has asked me to do many things for Him.  I would say that most I have done.  But sometimes I just flat out chickened out.  I cared more about what others would think of me instead of caring more about what Jesus would think of my disobedience.

It doesn’t matter what you and I say we will do.  It matters what we actually do.  I don’t know what I’d do or say if faced with the physical persecution that many of our brothers and sisters in Christ will face this very day.  Of course, with all my heart I want to tell God, “I will never, ever deny you!”  Peter teaches me that I better not do that.

What I can do is make a choice to live for Him today.  I can live moment by moment, doing as many little things for Him as I can.  If I can’t do small things for Him, how could I ever expect to do big things?

In all of my time teaching, I will always remember one student.  He just flat out didn’t care.  He refused to work, wouldn’t listen to teachers, and loved to get into fights.  He told me one Monday, “Mr. Hopkins, I got saved last night.”  I said, “Wow!  That’s great!  What are you going to do now?”  He said, “What do you mean?”  We talked about “working as unto the Lord” in Colossians 3:23.   He got it.  He said “I can do my workouts for Him, I can do my school work for Him, I can even cut the grass in my yard for Him.”  He proceeded to move from the back of the room to the front.  He became one of the top students in his class.  He is now one of the finest Christian men that I know.

What does it look like to live for Him where you work?  What does it look like to live for Him where you go to school?  Maybe you are a stay at home parent today.  What does it look like to raise and influence those babies for Him?  Figure it out, and then do it!

“Let your light shine before others, that they might see your good deeds and glorify your Father in Heaven.”  — Matthew 5:16

Later

Adam