A Better Starting Point

A Better Starting Point

Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. – Matthew 5:4

As long as I can remember, it has been an implied teaching that the starting point for a sinner who wants to turn to Christ is “the sinner’s prayer.”  I prayed it for the first time when I was 16.  Afterwards, I prayed it well over a hundred more times.  I guess I was just waiting for one to “take” because there was no real change in my life for several years.

I don’t believe the “sinner’s prayer” started as a bad thing at all, but somehow it seems to have become the primary evidence of salvation.  Preachers simply try to get people to say it, and then post the number of “salvations” online.  The only problem I see with this (and I have done it) is the product it has produced over the past few decades.  I am astounded at the people who genuinely believe they are saved because they said “the sinner’s prayer” at some point in their lives.  I was in this group for quite a while.  For years, I had my trust in the fact that I had “said the prayer for forgiveness.”  Just in case that didn’t work, I would also ask for forgiveness nearly every night before I went to sleep.

Upon the realization that my life was headed to Hell, I offered up a different prayer.  I said, “Lord, my life is now yours.  I know I’m not living for You.  Help me learn to really live for You.  I will read Your Word, learn it, and obey it to the best of my ability.  Please help me.”  Slowly, methodically, and surely I began to grow into a brand new life.  There was nothing like it.  It was very difficult, mainly because it ran directly against the traffic of the world, but it was wonderful and I knew in my heart it was right.

I say all that to say this:  I believe there is a better prayer to start the real deal Christian life.  Not that anybody can place his or her trust in any prayer, for our hope is not in a prayer, but in Christ alone.  Having said that, a person who wants to come to Christ must first contemplate a few questions.

1.     Do you desire daily to be in God’s Presence?

2.     Do you desire to read and learn His Word as written in the Holy Bible?

3.     Do you desire to obey His Word regardless of the cost to you?

If they answer is an honest “yes” to these questions, I would venture to say that you are more than likely assured of your salvation.  If the answer is “no,” then you do need not say a “sinner’s prayer,” you are “poor in spirit” and need to cry out for some serious help.  Something along these lines:

“Lord, I do not desire You, but I want to.  The truth is, I can go days, weeks, and even months without even thinking about You.  I don’t desire Your Holy Word, but I want to.  Up until now, I haven’t cared anything about reading the Bible.  It seems very difficult to read and understand.  I live my life exactly as I want, hoping You will just forgive me at the end of it all.  I recognize that I am poor in spirit for I want very little to do with You and Your ways.  Quicken my spirit.  Make my spirit truly alive so I may live.  Grant me access to the kingdom of heaven and give me life.  Change my desires Lord that I may truly live for You and be a light in this dark world.  Amen.

Honestly, I still pray parts of this prayer sometimes.  If I ever feel like I am picking up my Bible or studying it simply out of religious duty, I pray this.  If a person does not have a desire in their heart to know God, they are poor in spirit.  God must intervene on his or her behalf.  I never ever want to simply go through the motions.  I want Jesus.  I desire to be as close to Him as possible.

Do you?

Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.– 2 Corinthians 5:17

Later

Adam

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Looking

Looking

Look unto me, and be ye saved, all the ends of the earth: for I am God, and there is none else.  — Isaiah 45:22

This old, simple text from Isaiah says, “Look unto me.”  The New Testament says, “believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved.” (Acts 16:31)  Romans 10:9 reads;  “If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.” There are a couple of problems I see with the New Testament verses.  Not that the verses are bad in and of themselves, but in the fact that modern American “Christianity” has significantly devalued their meaning. 

First of all, we have taken the word “believe” and made it mean a simple “acknowledgement of the fact.”  It no longer means to “lean upon” or “place your complete trust in,” but just a simple “make sure you think Jesus actually existed.”   

Second, many churches have made “confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus” a one shot deal.  As long as you say “the sinner’s prayer” your name is written in the Lamb’s book of life.  We don’t look at His name as the Name above all Names that will continuously be called upon until we draw our last breath. 

Now, Isaiah doesn’t write the word “believe,” or even “confess,” he writes the word “look.”  I like this word.  Why?  Well, looking isn’t hard at all.  Plus, a person knows exactly what he or she has been looking at all day long.  Have you looked to Jesus today?

If you don’t know what to look for, let the Bible be your guide.

And being in anguish, he prayed more earnestly, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground. – Luke 22:44. 

Look at Him prepare to take your sin.

From noon until three in the afternoon darkness came over all the land.  About three in the afternoon Jesus cried out in a loud voice, “Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?” (Which means “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”) – Matthew 27:46-47. 

 

Look at your sin being transferred to the Lord.  Look at how it separates Him from His Father for the first and only time in eternity. 

And when Jesus had cried out again in a loud voice, he gave up his spirit. – Matthew 27:50. 

Look at Him die for your sin.

He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. – Matthew 28:6. 

Look at Him rise from the dead.  Is there anyone even close to our Lord Jesus Christ?  He gave His life so that all who look to Him could spend eternity with Him forever and ever.  Death must now give way to victory and has no sting for anyone who looks to Him.

The wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. – Romans 6:23. 

Look unto Him today, and be saved.

Later

Adam

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The Bride of Christ

The Bride of Christ

One of the seven angels who had the seven bowls full of the seven last plagues came and said to me, “Come, I will show you the bride, the wife of the Lamb.” – Revelation 21:9

I love to read the Bible. I believe it. For about the past 15 or so years, I have been very intentional about living out what I have learned from reading and studying it. Some of it I haven’t minded doing. Some of it I have hated doing. But all of it has ultimately proven very beneficial. All of it has brought me to a place where I absolutely trust and absolutely love the God of the Holy Bible.

It is interesting to me that the Bible starts and ends with a marriage. In Genesis 2:24 it says “a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife.” The main verse I chose for today comes from Revelation chapter 21, the second to last chapter of the Bible. Two chapters into the Bible, there is a bride (Eve) and groom (Adam). Two chapters before the end, there is a bride (the church) and groom (Jesus Christ). God is looking for a bride. Not just any bride, but a pure and spotless bride.

Here is the question I am pondering this morning: Am I part of the bride of Christ? How can I know?

  1. Do I love Him? John 14:15 says, “If you love me, you will obey my commands.”   I want with all my heart to do exactly as He says. If He says, “pray for those who persecute you,” I want to hit my knees and pray for them. If He says, “flee sexual immorality,” I want to run as Joseph did from Potiphar’s wife. If He says, “deny yourself, take up your cross, and follow me,” I want to do just that. Most of all, I just want to spend time every day with Him in His presence.
  1. Do I chase after other lovers? In the Old Testament book of Hosea, God asked Hosea to take a wife who constantly prostituted herself. Every time, Hosea would buy her back. Why? He was choosing to love her. This is an amazing picture of what God did for me. I am done trying to have Him and the sins I thought I couldn’t live without. I absolutely never want to make Him jealous because I chase after anything in this temporary world. I want my only source of fulfillment to be Him.
  1. Am I preparing for the wedding? If we are truly in the last days before Christ’s return, then we should prepare as brides prepare. The day of the ceremony, she spends lots of time preparing her make-up, her hair, and getting her dress on just right. In the same way, I should be spiritually becoming more beautiful. I should have more love, more joy, more peace, more patience, more kindness, and more self-control. I do not need to focus on the ugliness of the world, for this world is not my home. I must focus on Him, His Word, and the constant examination of my heart. I must clothe myself in the righteousness that is only found at the foot of the cross of Christ. What a day, glorious day that will be, when I am eternally married to the one who gave His life that I might know Him in the first place and live forever in His presence!

Facebook has been lighting up with flags lately. Many have chosen the rainbow flag. Others have chosen the Confederate flag and/or the American Flag. Some have even chosen the Christian flag. I think God is asking me to choose a simple white flag. The only flag that is pure and spotless. The flag of surrender to simply say “I lay down my right to have what I want to have, do what I want to do, and live like I want to live.” Live through me, Lord Jesus!

Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me and know my thoughts. And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. – Psalm 139:23-24

Later

Adam

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Birthday Presence

Birthday Presence

At Gibeon the Lord appeared to Solomon during the night in a dream, and God said, “Ask for whatever you want me to give you.” – 1 Kings 3:5

Today, I’m 40 years old. It doesn’t seem that long ago since birthdays and Christmas were all about receiving more cool stuff. My parents and family have certainly hooked me up over the years.

When Solomon was appointed King over Israel, God came to him in a dream and offered him a blank check. He flat out told Solomon, “Ask for whatever you want.”

Since it is my birthday, I am contemplating this question. What would I ask God to give me if given the same offer?

Just 20 short years ago, I would have asked for more stuff: A mansion on one of the Cliffs golf courses, money, mad guitar skills, and only He knows what else. I actually remember being in church one day when the preacher was talking about the return of The Lord. I actually thought in my heart, “I hope He doesn’t . . . I want to live my life.”

I sure would like to have a conversation with that 20-year-old kid. He had no clue.

Here are three things that I’m asking God for on my birthday:

  1. To give me wisdom in leading my family. I want my kids to have hearts that want to honor God. I want to help them figure out much quicker than I did that He can be trusted and the life He gives is 10,000 times better than the best life we can conjure up on our own.
  1. For my marriage to continue to grow stronger and stronger. Just as my relationship with God has grown over the past 24 years, my relationship with Tonya has grown over the past 15. I thought I knew her then, but I know her so much more now. I pray that He gives us lots of years together and that every year our bond and our friendship grow stronger. I sure do love that woman!
  1. Lastly, I would ask to have the maximum amount of His Presence on my life. I want to have as close of a relationship as a man can possibly have with Him. I can’t believe there was a time in my life where I would have traded His Presence for His presents. I simply want Him now more than I want any material possession He could possibly give me.

What about you?

What would you ask for?

Later

Adam

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Four Decades

Four Decades

When Moses was forty years old, he decided to visit his own people, the Israelites.  – Acts 7:23

Well, this will be the last Wednesday Morning Devotional I will ever post in my thirties.  Next Wednesday, I will be forty years old.  I am not someone who dreads getting older.  In fact, as long as I continue to grow in wisdom and knowledge of the Word of God, I embrace it.  What is any person’s life anyway?  It is a vapor that appears for a little while, and then vanishes away (James 4:14).  I have learned that the only things in this life that really matter are the things you do for God.  The things of Him last forever.

In the first decade of my life, I simply learned that God exists.  My mom took me to church every Sunday.  I learned very little, but I did learn that people go to church because of their belief in Him.

In the second decade of my life, I learned that God sent His son, Jesus Christ, to rescue me.  At a small Baptist church in Salem, SC, I learned of Jesus’s death on the cross.  I learned that He became the perfect payment for my sin and gave His own life so I could go to Heaven.  I was too afraid to receive Jesus in front of everyone, so I met the youth leader in private and asked Jesus into my heart.  I wish I had drawn near boldly.  Because I did not, I cared what others thought and tried to do that awful thing where one serves God and serves the pleasures of this world.

In the third decade of my life, I didn’t like where I ended up.  Sexual immorality had left me heartbroken and empty.  Materialism had left me always wanting more.  Entertainment left me singing about Hell instead of Heaven, and actually paying money to watch gross immorality.  I had even let video games just numb my mind and keep me from what is really important.  One day, God showed me all of this.  I was broken for the first time in my life.  Weeping next to my bed, I bowed the knee and asked Him to save me.  This time it wasn’t salvation from Hell, but salvation from the life I was about to continue living.  Over the next year, I read the entire Bible for myself, severed many toxic relationships, and began to obey God.  When I met my wife, Tonya, she taught me that it wasn’t just about just following rules; it was about being in a real deal relationship with Him.  She taught me that He really does forgive us and really does love us.  I am beyond thankful that she has daily been a picture for me to see of what it looks like to love God and trust Him.

In this last decade I became a daddy, which has exponentially taught me about my relationship with my Heavenly Father.  I also became a pastor.  Officially, I have been a pastor for one year.  I have learned that I still let what other people think affect me.  I have learned that I still have a massive amount to learn.  I have learned to trust God on more of a day-by-day and moment-by-moment basis.  I have learned that I have absolutely no clue what I’m doing when it comes to being a pastor.  I have never been this utterly and completely reliant upon Him.  Giving up your independence to trust an unseen God doesn’t sound like a great thing in this dog eat dog world, but it is wonderful.

So, what will the next decade hold?  I am praying for boldness.  I am praying that I will discard man’s opinions of me and speak His Word boldly, powerfully, and without compromise.  I want to see others receive the salvation that I have received.  I want to make disciples.  I want to hear stories of great and mighty things God is doing in hearts, minds, and lives of those around me.  I want people to know Him, really know Him, and fall crazy in love with Him.  I want to be a leader in the greatest awakening this world has ever seen.

What about you?

How has God grown you over the decades?

Where do you stand with Him?

What do you want to see Him do?

Later

Adam

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Church Work

Church Work

Serve the Lord with gladness. – Psalm 100:2

In just about every church, a very small percentage of the congregation does the work that needs to be done. In general, you see the same people directing traffic, greeting, taking up offering, singing and playing in the worship band, serving in the nursery, leading Life Groups, leading children’s programs and teaching the youth. Solid adults who feel called to serve in these areas are scarce.

What do you do in your local church? If you do anything at all, do you do it because you have to? Or, do you do it because you want to? The difference is night and day.

I have spoken to musicians who feel “stuck.” There is nobody else to fill the need that they fill, so they do it simply to fulfill the need. There are countless people serving right now who are burned out because there is absolutely no relief in sight. It absolutely should not be this way. There is a better way.

I believe the key is to gain an eternal perspective. If you believe that your service to the Lord could be used to change where someone spends eternity, you will begin to serve the Lord with gladness. If you will begin to look at what you do or will be doing as a ministry, you will begin to want to serve. People will see a light in you that they want and need. Your light will begin to shine before men, they will see your good deeds, and glorify your Father in Heaven. (Matthew 5:16)

This works at work as well. If you see your job or your studies as service unto The Lord, you will become magnetic. In our current culture, there is this attitude where people want to do as little as possible, but receive maximum reward. If someone sees you have a great attitude while working, they honestly think something is wrong with you. This is the perfect opportunity to tell people about the living God that you serve. Serve the Lord with gladness.

I envision a church where everyone serves Him with gladness. Honestly, isn’t that what Heaven will ultimately be? I can only imagine what would be accomplished through a man or woman who would silently pray for God to intervene on a visitor’s behalf as they greeted them and shook their hand at the door. What would become of the nursery worker who is glad to pray for those babies as they hold them? What if they spent an hour praying for their souls, their family, and the ministries that would soon be in their future? Will you figure out where God would have you serve, and go for it? Serve the Lord with gladness!

Let me give you an example of why this is so important. When Tonya and I felt God was leading us to Lifeline Community Church, I basically laid one fleece out before the Lord. I said, “Lord, if you want us here, you have to make it so our kids want to go here. If they don’t like it, we can’t go.” After leaving the church service, I asked my little girl, “Did you like it?” “Yes, daddy, I loved it!” I was amazed, so I pressed further, “What did you like so much about it?” “Daddy, they have doughnuts out front that you can just get one for free!”

I couldn’t help but smile. Somebody took the time to get up early, buy doughnuts, make coffee, set up a table, and work at what has to make for a pretty long morning. Not to mention, they got to clean it all up at the end. I would be willing to bet that the people who did it that morning did it with gladness. What an unbelievable difference it made in the life and future of my family!

Ask God where He wants you to serve. What ministry does He want you involved with? When it becomes clear, do it with all your heart, completely confident that the Holy Spirit living inside of you will change hearts, minds, and lives.

Serve the Lord with gladness.

Later

Adam

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The Path

The Path

Give careful thought to the paths for your feet and be steadfast in all your ways. – Proverbs 4:26

This past month, I have been a full time bus driver in addition to my other responsibilities. There is one moment on my route that I completely look forward to in the mornings. Coming over one of the hills on my bus is an absolutely glorious view of the mountains. Every time I get to that spot, I think “The Lord is my salvation, my rock, and my redeemer.” It has never changed, and I always feel God in that exact same spot. I love it.

Well, it just so happened that one stop got moved. Two kids relocated and there was only a mile difference between their old stop and their new one. However, when I picked them up, I had a choice. I could turn left and resume my normal route, or I could turn right, which was a good bit shorter. Not for a second did I “give careful thought to my paths.”  It just so happens that the shortcut chops off the view of the mountains.

For two weeks, I took the shortcut. I just did it because it was the easiest. It never crossed my mind that I was missing the view of the mountains. Well, a few days ago, I went to turn right. Well, only one of the kids got on and told me to go to the original stop to get the other kid. So I did. I went to do a quick turnaround and immediately a car came zipping down the road, which required the turnabout. I was kind of aggravated and just thought, “Well, I’ll go the old way.” Immediately, I remembered “the spot.” I couldn’t believe I had been taking the shortcut all along.

The spot was glorious that particular morning. There were rays of sunshine in certain areas. There were patches of clouds descended perfectly over big patches of the trees. It looked like a Bob Ross painting had come to life. One more time I thought, “The Lord is my salvation, my rock and my redeemer.” My soul was filled up and I was in absolute disbelief that I had given it up the past two weeks to save a couple of minutes. God had orchestrated those events to get me back there.

How many other blessings have I given up by being in a hurry? There is a reason He wants us to be patient. Today, especially if you are one of my teacher friends trying to get it all done by the end of the week, let’s make sure we enjoy each moment. You never know where God is waiting to show Himself.

Later

Adam

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A Prayer for our Country

A Prayer for our Country

Moreover the law entered, that the offence might abound. But where sin abounded, grace did much more abound.  — Romans 5:20

Lord, it is a heartbreaking thing to watch the rapid deterioration of our great nation.  As our morals have decayed, so has the once great United States of America.  There are so many who have willingly given their lives so this nation might remain free.  We want our freedom, but not so we can bring honor to your name.  We want freedom to sin as we please.  We are being lulled asleep.  In fact, I would say that we are completely asleep.  Just as you did before your crucifixion, you are looking at your disciples and asking “Can’t you keep watch with me for one hour?” (Matthew 26:40)

The truth is that we can’t, Lord.  Just as Peter and the other disciples were seeking temporary comfort in sleep, we seek temporary comfort in the things of this world.  Heaven forbid we be uncomfortable!  Heaven forbid we be inconvenienced!  As a nation, we are looking to make our Earthly home our source of comfort and joy.  Entertainment is our god.  We have made televisions, game systems, computers, and telephones our altars of worship.  We gaze into screens for hours and hours never even considering the fact that we could be gazing into the eyes of the one who gave His life that we might live.  We are so deceived, Lord!  People who cast out demons in Your Name, prophesied in Your Name, and even performed miracles in Your Name will be told, “Depart from me, you who practice lawlessness.” (Matthew 7:22-23)  Yet millions of Americans believe we are “good to go” because we attend church.  We actually believe because we said “the sinner’s prayer” years ago that we have put our trust in you.

Lord, grant us another great awakening.  Pour out your Spirit on all flesh.  Help the people of God rise up and be mighty.  Wake us up that we may sleep no more.  Let the Christian man begin to lead his family.  Bring prayer back into the homes.  May families hold hands and call upon the God of Heaven.  Pour out your power, Lord.  Raise up an army who stands in the midst of corruption.  Raise up an army who says, “Though none go with me, still I will follow.”  May this attitude become contagious.  May our faces shine like the face of Moses when he descended from Sinai.  Make us different, Lord.  Make us separate.  Make us Holy.

We are a sinful nation, Lord.  We have become as Sodom and Gomorrah.  We are calling evil good, and good evil (Isaiah 5:20).  The wages of sin is still death (Rom 3:23), and death abounds.  The question right now is not “will you destroy us?” But “when will we self destruct?”  The only way we can turn your wrath away is by pleading for your hand of protection.  You only grant it to the righteous, not those who arrogantly oppose you.  You became sin, who knew no sin, that all men through you might become the righteousness of God.  (2 Corinthians 5:21)  The question is, can you find 10 who are righteous?  (Gen 18:32)  When we really think about righteous people who really live out Christianity, we quickly do as Abraham.  We plead.  We negotiate.  If there are 50,000 righteous people in the U.S.A, an army 100% sold out for you, will you spare us?  You may say, “for the sake of 50,000, I will not let it self-destruct.”  With no confidence can we say there are 50,000 Americans who truly love you and have forsaken all for you.  So we begin the descent.  Are there 45,000?  Are there 40,000?  30,000?  20,000?  10,000?

I believe you are saying today, “If I can find 10,000 truly righteous men and women, who honor my name, do not lift their souls to idols, nor bow their knee to Baal, I will not allow their destruction.”    May all who read this prayer today Lord be quickened in their spirit.  Fill them with the Holy Ghost.  Give us boldness to live mightily for you this day.  May we proclaim the Name above all Names, the Name of Jesus.  Let our light so shine before men that they may see our good deeds, and glorify you, our Father in Heaven.  (Matthew 5:16)

God help us.

Amen

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10:10 at 10:10

The thief cometh not but to steal, kill, and destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.  – John 10:10

In John Bunyan’s Pilgrim’s Progress, Christian and Hopeful get trapped in the dungeon of the Giant Despair for a long time.  Giant Despair, along with his wife, Diffidence, beat them, starved them, and constantly encouraged the pilgrims day and night to end their lives.  They were miserable and constantly wishing they hadn’t stepped off the narrow path.  Christian and hopeful finally began to pray.  As it turned out, Christian had a key all along called Promise hanging around his neck.  Christian used the key to unlock every single door necessary to escape Doubting Castle.  They quickly got back on the road to Celestial City.

I have seen far too many people lately weighed down with fear and doubt.  Despair has attacked me an awful lot in the past year and a half.  I believe Satan has a goal for every believer who makes an honest attempt at following Christ; his goal is to keep the Christian defeated.  If there is never a smile on our face, never a joyful moment of the workday, always complaints coming from our mouths, always a focus on the things that are wrong, then he wins by keeping us defeated.  The lost, unsaved people of the world look at us and say, “Why in the world would I want to be a Christian . . . they are so miserable and unhappy.

Are you a Christian full of joy?  If not, I want to hand you a key today.  This key has already freed one of my friends from Doubting Castle.  At 10:10 a.m., I want you to read John 10:10, or speak John 10:10 if you have it memorized.  Then pray it.  Say something like this:  “Devil, you are a liar and a thief!  You are no longer welcome here!  I’ve allowed you to speak doubt in my mind long enough.  I will no longer be defeated by the lies that you speak.  By the blood of my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, I command you to leave!  Jesus, enter in!  Give me a fresh filling of the Holy Spirit.  May He reign supremely in my life and in my heart.  I want nothing more than to live the abundant life that you offer.  Help me always look to you and never at my circumstances.  Thank you, Jesus!  Amen.”

After you pray, you may or may not experience a breakthrough.  Well, we won’t let that keep us down.  In 12 more hours 10:10 pm will be here again.  Read or say the same verse, and then pray again.  Constantly speak life into your situation.  Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life.  We must constantly and consistently call upon His Name if we want the abundant life that He offers.  The life He offers does not happen by accident.  Some people don’t just “get it” while others are left out.  It is a life lived on purpose.  It is a life taken by force using the tools Christ gave us at the cross.

Begin unlocking those doors.  Leave Doubting Castle today.

Submit yourselves therefore to God.  Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.  – James 4:7

Later

Adam

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The Owner of the Voice

The Owner of the Voice

And the Lord came, and stood, and called as at other times, Samuel, Samuel. Then Samuel answered, Speak, for thy servant heareth. – 1 Samuel 3:10

Samuel heard the voice of the Lord as a young boy. From that day on, Samuel would learn to follow that voice and put his trust in that voice. I can only imagine how amazing it is for him now to physically be with the one who spoke that voice. What was it like to see the owner of the voice face to face?

I’m thinking of the day that Tonya became a mother. Almost 9 years ago, our little girl was born. Of all the stuff that happened, there is one moment that I will never forget. The nurse, after taking Caroline from Tonya, placed her under that lamp that keeps them warm. Caroline never cried. However, she was looking in all directions soaking in her new world and using her sight for the first time. I simply walked over and said “Hey baby,” exactly as I had said it to her inside of her mom countless times while placing my hands on her tummy. As soon as I did, she fixated on me. Her faith had become sight. She had never seen the owner of that voice until now, but she knew he was there all along.

In a very similar way, I hear God’s voice. I know He is there, but I have not seen Him face to face. I want to. I seek it with everything I am. One day, just as Caroline came into this world and matched her father’s face with that voice that had talked to her for months, I will step into eternity and match my Father’s face with that voice that ordered every step I took for my entire life.

What a day that will be

When my Jesus I shall see

When I look upon His face

The one who saved me by His grace,

When He takes me by the hand

And leads me through the Promised Land

What a day, glorious day that will be.

Later

Adam

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