Blessed (Part 6)

Blessed (Part 6)

Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.  — Matthew 5:8

“If God is real, how come He doesn’t show Himself.”  “I’ve never seen God.”  “You can’t prove to me that God exists.”  How many times have you heard statements like this?  You might have been like me and even said something like this in your past.  Most of the time, these statements come from people who want to live life on their own terms, not from people who are genuinely seeking God.  People who say things like this are flat out admitting that their hearts aren’t right with the Lord.  Jesus himself says in this verse that if you are pure in heart, you will see God.

The steps to a pure heart are NOT easy steps.  You must admit to God that you have NOTHING to offer Him and receive His forgiveness (poor in spirit).  You must leave your old way of life and get rid of the things that are killing you spiritually (mourn).  You must learn how to deny yourself and get control of your sinful nature (meek).  You must begin to feed yourself the word of the Lord and worship Him with your mind (hunger and thirst for righteousness).  You must learn to forgive others for things that others would NEVER forgive (merciful).  If you are one of the very few that actually make it here, your heart will become more like the heart of Jesus (pure)…you will begin to see Him!

I can’t speak for others, but in my journey of life, I don’t think anything has changed me like the presence of the Lord.  No, I don’t literally “see” Him, but I feel Him.  The best way I can describe it is that I just get engulfed by His Spirit.  I become so aware of how unworthy I am to be in His presence, yet at the same time I am ridiculously grateful to be there.  I am so full of gratitude.  It’s like the only words I can say is “thank you, Lord…I love you, Lord.”  Sometimes, I can’t even get those words out, I can only be still and let Him love on me.  Absolutely every time it happens, I want more!  I actually remember one of the first times it happened.  I was in my car driving.  His presence just filled up the car and I had to pull over and ask Him to turn it off…I couldn’t take it.  The reason I couldn’t take it is because my heart had only begun to become pure.  The more pure it gets, the more of Him I can take…and the more I want!

Now, do not think that I am talking about being “perfect.”  I am talking about being clean.  I am not perfect, yet Jesus GAVE me perfection.  I did not earn and could never earn perfection.  I can‘t live perfectly, but I can live clean.  Cleanliness only comes through obedience…and yes it is hard!  I do not always get it right, but the more clean my heart becomes, the more of His presence I can take.  I hope many of you reading this know what I’m talking about, because it is truly an awesome thing!

I want to end by telling you about a recent time that I “saw” God.  I was taking Caroline (my 6 year old) to school and we were listening to Flyleaf’s version of “Oh How He Loves Us.”  Before they play the song, the lead singer tells the crowd that it doesn’t matter what they’ve done, it doesn’t matter where they come from…God loves them.  Then, they begin to play the song.  Right when they started to sing, Caroline looked up at me and said “Daddy, even when we are mean, God still loves us?”  There He was, right there in the passenger seat of my 1991 Ford Ranger.

Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.

Later

Adam

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Love and Marriage

Love and Marriage

Malachi 2:15  Didn’t the LORD make you one with your wife? In body and spirit you are his. And what does he want? Godly children from your union. So guard your heart; remain loyal to the wife of your youth.

I will get back to the beatitudes next week and continue the “blessed” series.   Last week, I did something I have never done.  I helped officiate a wedding.  In preparation for this, I studied as many scriptures as I could find on the subject of marriage.  This verse in Malachi  has really stuck with me, so this is what I thought I would write about for today.

Being a school teacher, I get to see more than my share of relationships come and go.  It is not uncommon for me to see a new couple holding hands.  I might say something like “I didn’t know they were together.” Then, I get a response like “You didn’t know that?  They’ve been together forever!”  I usually find out “forever” means they got “together“ last week.  Most of the time, just a few weeks later, one of them is holding hands with a new person.

I have seen a lot of school kids grow up into adults.  It is not so amazing to me that the same teenagers who trade boyfriends and girlfriends like trading cards begin to trade out husbands and wives.  Somehow, society has made marriage simply “one step up” from being boyfriend and girlfriend.  Therefore, when a person simply becomes the least bit unhappy, they simply do like they did in high school…they “break up.”  However, the Bible teaches us that “breaking up” in marriage isn’t possible.

In Matthew 19 the Pharisees sought to trick Jesus.  They asked Him if it was okay for a man to divorce his wife.  The reason they thought they had Jesus was because in Deuteronomy 24 Moses allowed a “certificate of divorce.”  Since Moses said it, the Pharisees believed that settled it.  However, in His response, Jesus took them back to the beginning.  He told them that because their hearts were not right, Moses allowed the certificate of divorce.  In the beginning, God made the two become one…and it can NEVER be undone, or “un-oned.”  The disciples were so shocked by this they said “it is better to not even marry!”

So, what is my point in all of this?  Marriage is a really serious thing!  The couple in the wedding that I helped officiate did the traditional “sand ceremony.”  They took those two separate containers of sand and poured them together.  Those grains of sand can NEVER be separated back into their individual bottles…it is impossible.  When two people say “I do” to marriage, Malachi says “in body and spirit you are his.”  The Lord has made the two of you become one.  Why did God do this?  What does God want out of this?  Malachi tells us that  God wants Godly children from the union.

There used to be a time where couples stayed together for the sake of the kids.  Those times are gone.  One person in the marriage ALWAYS justifies their decision by saying things like “well, at least the children won’t see us fight any more,” or “we get along much better this way.”  In the case of most “Christian” marriages, one partner has convinced themselves that God Himself is okay with the divorce.  In other words, God no longer wants us to guard our hearts and remain loyal to our first husband or wife, but wants us to divorce because it would make us “much happier.”

For me, I get two major things out of this.  First I wish I had spent my high school and college years really learning how to honor the Lord with my life.  I wish I hadn’t wasted all that time with the dozen or so girlfriends that I thought that I “loved.”  I REALLY wish I had reserved the sexual relationship for marriage.  I will NEVER buy in to the “try on a pair of shoes before you buy them” theology.  Shoes are made to wear out and be thrown out.  A new pair of shoes can be bought when you simply don‘t like the other pair.  Unfortunately, that is what WAY too many people do with their spouses.

Lastly, I like the reason we are to stay together.  God wants “Godly children from our union.”  Now, I realize that there are couples who can’t have children.  For a couple of years, Tonya and I thought we were going to be one of them.  God only gave us children when we told Him together in prayer that HE was enough, and we would honor Him if he NEVER gave us children.  Believe me, it was no easy process to get us to that point.  But, now we have children.  Contrary to the popular opinion that Tonya and I have the “perfect“ marriage, we have had a few major trials over the past 10 years that have required a major heart change toward one another.  Here is my major take away from Malachi  2:15 that concerns our kids:

No matter what problems arise in our marriage, we will honor the Lord and His word.  As long as BOTH of us truly seek to love and honor Him, we will work out whatever disagreements and hurts we may have.  I would like to believe that we will do this because we love God   If we do not do it for Him, we will do it for the sake of our kids.

I do not want my children to see Mama and Daddy happier because we split up.  I want my children to see that when Mama and Daddy are not getting along that they seek the Lord.  I want them to see that we pray together for His Holy Spirit to come and touch our hearts.  I want them to see us come out better on the other side than we were before.  I want them to see that through Him…reconciliation and restoration are always possible.

Isn’t that what Jesus came to do?  He came to bring dead things, even dead marriages, to life!

Later

Adam

 

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Blessed (Part 5)

Blessed (Part 5)

Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy. — Matthew 5:7

Here we are at the 5th beatitude.  If you are progressing along and have made it to where you absolutely WANT to do what is right no matter what the cost is to you, welcome to the next step in that progression.  In this step, you have to do something hard…you have to choose mercy.  Remember, just because I am writing these, does not mean that I am a master at these.  In fact, right now, there is something that I have to make right in a relationship because I didn’t choose mercy.  I will have made that right by the time that you actually read this WMD (hopefully).  So, here we go…

I think it is interesting that so many athletic teams still say the Lord’s Prayer before they play their games.  Not that I am against this at all.  It is just that during that prayer there is one line that I know people don’t think about.  It goes “forgive us our sins AS we forgive those who sin against us.”  During the Lord’s Prayer, we ask God to forgive us in the same way we forgive others.  I have had teams that I have coached say this prayer before every game.  Then, I have watched most of them be ridiculously unforgiving toward others.  This is very difficult to do.  Jesus plainly teaches me in this one…I will obtain mercy to the same degree that I show mercy to others.

I recently heard a sermon where the pastor was talking about how everyone expects their loved ones to be in heaven when they die.  We only see R.I.P.  Or we hear “they are in a better place.”  Then, the pastor raised this question “what if that recently deceased person had unforgiveness in their heart towards ONE other person?”  It immediately sent me on a heart search through the past and present.  What if I will be shown mercy in exact proportion to the one person I have shown the least amount of mercy?

Something in me wants to just say “awww, Jesus would never do that to me…it can’t be THAT big of a deal!”  Then again, I have read Matthew 18:23-35.  A guy owed the king 10,000 talents.  A talent is equal to 20 years worth of wages.  If you have a job, think about the amount of money that you would expect to make in 20 years.  Now multiply that by 10,000! If a person makes $30,000 a year, that would be 30,000 x 20 x 10,000, which equals 6,000,000,000!  This guy asked the king for MERCY, and the king forgave his debt.  Well, after he received forgiveness for the debt, he saw a dude that owed him money.  The amount of money that was owed to him was 200 denarii.  I have heard preachers say this was some small amount, but it’s not really that small, though compared to 6 billion…it is pretty small.  The amount was worth 200 days worth of wages.  So, the same $30,000 per year comes to about   $120 per day assuming you work for 250 days each year.  Thus.  $120 x 200 = $24,000.  When he saw the guy, he demanded that payment be made.  When they guy used the same words that HE used on the king, he refused to be merciful.  Of course, that brought out all the tattle tales and word got back to the king.  The king was furious with the guy and threw him in prison.  Now, look at verse 35: “This is how my heavenly father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother or sister from your heart.”

Now, who owes you?  Who is it that you just can’t stand?  Maybe they have wronged you and they deserve to PAY!  Maybe you are harboring bitter feelings towards them still.  What are you going to do about it?

For me, I have made so many promises to God that I haven’t kept…I HAVE to forgive and forget when people don’t keep their promises to me.

I have told God that I would do something…then NOT gone and done it.  I HAVE to forgive those who don’t do what they said they would do for me.

When I haven’t always given my best to the Lord, He has faithfully continued to give His best to me!  So, even though I have students who refuse to give me their best, I continue to give them my best because God has done so for me.

Even though I go out to eat and sometimes receive horrible service, I have to leave a good tip…God has always continued to tip me well even when I haven’t given Him good service.

Yes, people have done me wrong…I choose to forgive.  Not because I am so wonderfully full of grace…but because I have been continuously forgiven when I have done HIM wrong!

I must be merciful because when I stand before Him…I want mercy.

Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy.

Later

Adam

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Blessed (Part 4)

Blessed (Part 4)

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they will be filled.  — Matthew 5:6

So far, a person has realized they are poor in spirit and have accessed the kingdom of heaven.  They have mourned their old lifestyle and have been comforted.  They have even begun to demonstrate self-control through this process of becoming meek.  Now comes what I feel is the best part that I have experienced so far in my Christian experience…you go from HAVING to do the right thing, to WANTING to do the right thing.  You actually begin to hunger and thirst after righteousness.  When you do this, God fills you.  You begin to feel His awesome presence.  I can’t tell you how this worked or will work for you, but I can tell you how it worked (and still works) for me.

Today, I can’t believe I used to crave the stuff I used to crave.  I used to crave the next rock concert that came to town.  I used to live for those moments driving down the road blasting the latest (or the oldest) AC/DC CD (or was it cassette tape?)  I thought I was the MAN!  I used to crave going home, cranking up my Marshall stack, tuning my Les Paul and pretending I was Ace Frehley in front of thousands.  Every once in a while, I would crave the next time I got to play guitar in front of 10 people at a party our band threw ourselves.  I read my guitar magazines cover to cover as soon as they came in the mail.  I hungered and thirsted for anything and everything to do with music and the lifestyle, especially the girls that came along with it.  I drank, I cussed, and I did whatever I could to fit in with the wrong people.  That was the road that I was on…my “Highway to Hell.”

Fortunately, for me, I asked Christ in my life when I was 16.  I gained access to the Kingdom of Heaven.  Unfortunately, I would do this awful “one foot in the world, one foot in the church” thing for the next several years.  I had a nagging “this is wrong” feeling that would just never EVER go away!  Until…one day it did.  It worried me.  I was scared.  I thought about how Sampson lived his own way instead of God’s way.  Then, there was that moment that Sampson “did not know that the Lord had left him.”  (Judges 16:20)  The only difference between me and Sampson was the fact that I was very aware.

There would be three major moments for me after that.  The first was a kneel down beside my bed where I told God I was sorry for ignoring Him for the past several years.  God was very clear:  “Either live for me…or live for the world.  Choose one…forsake the other.”  I told Him “I choose YOU!”  But, I didn’t really know where to start.  That was moment one.

Moment two came that same week when I got an invitation in the mail to go to a revival.  It was one of those really hard core Church of God meetings.  I felt so far away from God and was still wondering if He was “done” with me.  Then, the choir sang this chorus about a little lost lamb:  “There were ninety and nine…but He left the fold to find…one little lost lamb and here I am.”  Even typing this right now…I feel Him now like I felt Him then.  He hadn’t left me.  That was moment two.

Moment three would come several years later.  Even though I had more of God in my life, I was still really selfish.  Madonna and I were both living in a material world…and I was a material girl (well…dude anyway)   I still had my old music collection, but sprinkled in some Christian music on top of it.  I was trying to add Christ to my life instead of making Christ the center of my life.  I was seriously beginning to wonder if I had made the right choice by choosing God (Is the devil good at what he does or what?)  My old band was starting to get some pretty serious success and there was a part of me that wanted to be a part of that.  I know my wife was worried.  It couldn’t have been a good feeling watching your husband look back on a burning Sodom.  Then…the moment of moments.   We visited a mega-church in Georgia.  One of the worship leaders sang “Hallelujah, thank you Jesus!  Lord you’re worthy…of all the glory…all the honor…and all the praise!”  God must have opened a little bit of Heaven because it was majestic!  For a moment, I saw Him with my spiritual eyes!  He filled me up.  I heard him plainly “Adam, you chose me!  Do you think I will rip you off?”  I had tears rolling down my cheeks.  It was just the sweetest presence of the Holy Spirit.  No longer did I have to TRY to live right…I WANTED to!  Yes, there were still plenty of weeds in me that needed pulling…but, at that moment, I began to hunger and thirst after righteousness.

Today, I don’t have to read my Bible…I crave it.  Today, I don’t have to listen to music that honors the Lord…I crave it.  I used to could go weeks or even months without talking to my Heavenly Father…not any more.  If I go more than a few days and haven’t connected with Him…I’m going for a drive, for a walk, or to a prayer closet.  I just miss Him so much.

How long has it been since you have felt that thick, sweet presence of the Holy Spirit?  Do you miss Him?  Do you hunger and thirst to do the things that bring His presence?

Who do you think is waiting on who?

“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled.”

Later

Adam

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Blessed (Part 3)

Blessed (part 3)

Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.  — Matthew 5:5

“Meek” is kind of a tough one.  I am not a Bible scholar or anything, but the Greek word that we have replaced with “meek” is “praus” (pronounced PRAH – OOSE).  Meek, in our dictionary talks about being deficient in spirit and courage.  It sounds like “wimp” to me.  There is no way Jesus is talking about being a wimp.  However, “praus” is more of a reliance on God and accepting His will in EVERY circumstance.  It is power under control.  It is power submitting itself to God.  Hopefully, I can make this make sense in the next few paragraphs.

My basketball coach used to wear a t-shirt to practice that said “the meek will inherit the Earth,” then on the back it said “but they won’t get the ball!”  Once again, this implies that “meek” is “weak.”  When Jesus was being arrested in John 18 He was in perfect control.  He was very submissive, He knew that this was the will of the Father because He had just prayed 3 times for an alternate ending.  Peter, on the other hand, went sword slinging.  He cut off a soldier’s ear with his sword.  Then, Jesus says probably my favorite line in the whole Bible and gives us a perfect picture of meekness (found in Matthew 26).  He says “Do you think I cannot call on my Father, and he will not at once put at my disposal more than twelve legions of angels?”  In the Salem Standard Version it says “If I wanted to…I could lay the smack down on all these people trying to hurt me…but I‘m choosing not to!”

The reason I am writing this little series is because I believe that the beatitudes are a process that every true believer goes through.  First, you realize you are poor in spirit and gain access to the kingdom of God.  Second, you mourn your old way of life, then you are comforted.  Next, is this process in which you become meek.

I have lots of power over certain people in my life.  Being a teacher, I have 70 students that I have a great deal of power over.  However, I choose to be a servant to my students.  I want to serve them in hopes that they will choose to serve me back.  I have this same power over my two kids and my wife.  Physically, I could harm them all.  However, there is no way I am going to lord that power over them, I choose to serve them…once again, in hopes that they will want to serve me back.  Now, before you think I am perfect in meekness…believe me, I am still working on this one.  In fact, I don’t believe you can work on it.  I believe it is simply given to you the more you submit to the Lord and are filled with His Spirit.

Meek people will inherit the Earth.  In God’s coming kingdom, it will be governed by meek people who have submitted themselves to God.  This is directly opposite of the arrogance that is displayed by the leaders of today.  One day, the meek will inherit the earth, and all of creation will be glad to submit themselves to this new authority.

So, do you still get angry in a long, slow moving line where they have 20 registers but only two of them open?  Do you still want to fight when the person pulls out in front of you and goes 20 m.p.h.?  Do you still want to lash back out when someone “says something” to you?  If you do, you need to pray.  Ask God to help you get in control of your emotions.  Learn to pray in the long line.  Learn to pray for the person that just pulled out in front of you.  Once again, if you think I am able to do this every time…you are crazy!  However, there are those occasions that I purposefully decide beforehand that I will choose meekness.  Absolutely every time I have chosen meekness…

I have been blessed!  Just like Matthew 5:5 said I would be.

Later

Adam

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Blessed (Part 2)

Blessed ( Part 2)

Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.  — Matthew 5:4

Mourn what?  When a loved one dies, does this mean we can be comforted because they are “in a better place?”  I doubt it, because not everyone who dies goes to a better place.  In fact, Jesus says just two chapters later that “many” are on the road that leads to destruction and only a “few” are on the narrow road that leads to life.  This is an interesting beatitude.

Before anybody can understand it, they must have first experienced the first beatitude.  They must have realized that they are “poor in spirit,” for then, and only then is “theirs the kingdom of heaven.”  If you try to come to Christ any other way, you do not have access to the kingdom of heaven.  At some point in your life, you must repent of your sins and turn to Him.  If you have done that, you have access to the kingdom heaven.  You only have access, you are by no means “done.“  You have simply begun the lifelong process of purification.  The next step is to mourn, but it does not remain mournful…Jesus does comfort you.  So, how does this work?

For me, it was about 15 year process after I got saved that I truly mourned.  Think about this:  I had access to the kingdom of heaven because I really did receive Christ as a teenager.  One of my really good friends bought me a Bible with my name on it.  It took me 5 years to open it.  I was a virgin when I got saved…I wasn‘t when I got married.  I never even considered going to school (as a student or a teacher) and working “as unto the Lord,” I just trudged through my day trying to get to the part where I could do what I wanted.  I never considered giving money to God’s work.  There were a lot of Christian principles that I just ignored because I still had so much of myself in me.

Even today, I go back in my mind and think about how stupid and selfish I lived my life.  This is not as an unbeliever…but a believer who had supposedly placed his trust in the Lord Jesus Christ.  I mourn those wasted days.  But, here is the cool thing:  Jesus will not let me wallow in the fact that I messed it all up.  He comforts me and only encourages me to surrender my life to Him today…every day.  He reminds me of how together we have conquered so many sins.  He shows me where I am now compared to where I was.  He still reminds me that I have a long way to go, but with Him, and with Him only will I get there.

Maybe you are saved, but still wasting enormous amounts of time.  Maybe reading this has opened your eyes to the fact that you are still living a life that denies Christ even though you know He is in your heart.  Maybe it’s time to dust off the Word of God and just spend some time with Him.  Maybe it’s time to put on your favorite praise and worship music and just tap into his holiness.  Yes, you will feel very unworthy, very guilty, and very small…this still happens to me.  But, He will do for you what He does for me…

He will comfort you.

Later

Adam

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Blessed

Blessed

“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven.”  — Matthew 5:3

Jesus, for the first time has a crowd gathered around Him.  He is ready to start His first year of teaching.  There might have been a buzz about some of the cool stuff He has already done, but for the most part Jesus is about to speak to a bunch of curious people.  I can‘t help but think of what I would have said.  I probably would have shown them my Clemson diploma and said “hey, I’m a certified teacher so listen to me.”  Well, I hope I wouldn’t have been that pathetic.  Anyway, Jesus says something that I think is and would have been confusing.  The first words out of His mouth are “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven.  So, that begs the question…what does it mean to be “poor in spirit”?  Before reading on, what do you think it means?

When I ask people this question, I usually get answers like “people that are sad,” or “people that don’t have anything.”  We take the words “poor in spirit” and take it to mean “poor financially.“  If this is the case, the kingdom of Heaven only belongs to sad people who are broke.  No way that is the case.

When I was searching for the answer, the words “in spirit” finally became the focus of my attention.  In our earthly minds, we may think that we have finances that God wants (as if He needs our share of the money that is ALL His anyway).  We may give money and think that we are really doing something for God.  We may give one hour a week on Sunday and think that we are giving God our time.  We may do the occasional “good deed” and think that we are right with God because of our own righteousness.  All of these things are spiritual things that we can do.  But, and this is a big but, if you do these things thinking that the kingdom of Heaven is yours BECAUSE of them, you are the exact opposite of “poor in spirit” you are “puffed up” in spirit, or “prideful” in spirit.  Yet, Jesus says “blessed are the POOR in spirit.”  So, once again, what does that mean?

It means that the kingdom of Heaven belongs to people who realize that they have absolutely NOTHING spiritual to offer God.  In spirit, they know that they are dead.  They realize that the only thing they really have to offer is the LIFE that God breathed into them in the first place.  Though I didn’t realize it at the time, when I received Christ as a 16 year old teenager, the reason I asked Him into my heart was because He IS life.  I was dead, but upon surrendering my life to Him, I became alive (maybe that‘s why it‘s called “born again“).  I was totally poor in spirit with nothing to offer Him.  Yet, when I realized I was poor in spirit and asked Him to come into my heart, He gave me access to the kingdom of Heaven.  Today, I do give, I do go to church, and I do attempt to do good things, but not so that I can go to Heaven.  I do these things because I was dead…

But now I live!  Christ now lives in me!

Does He live in you?

Later

Adam

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Wisdom

Wisdom

1 Kings 3

Before reading this devotion, ask yourself this question:  If I could ask God for anything I wanted concerning my job, what would I ask for?  (If you are a student…that IS your job)

Here are two responses that I received that I liked:

1. For the students to be able to see 10 years from now where they end up. Maybe this “Christmas Carol” experience would change some negative behaviors and reinforce positive ones.

2.  For wisdom.  Simply to know what is right and do what is right.

King Solomon actually got asked this question.  He was given the opportunity to become the King of Israel and God told him “Ask for whatever you want me to do for you.”  Solomon simply asked for wisdom.  As teachers, we are given the opportunity to lead our classes.  It may seem pretty insignificant compared to leading a country, but it is our placement by God nonetheless.  In this light, let’s ask God for wisdom in leading these students.  When King Solomon got to test his new wisdom skills in verse 16-28, this is what the last verse says:

When all Israel heard the verdict the king had given, they held the king in awe, because they saw that he had wisdom from God to administer justice.

I pray that whatever it is that I do;  teaching, planning, grading, disciplining…all the wonderful stuff that teachers get to do.  I pray that my students see that I have wisdom from God.  Mainly, that they see that I do my best to live a Godly life, to teach the best that I can, and to be firm, fair and consistent in all my ways.  Basically, I would simply ask God to help me live my entire life in such a way that when I stand before him, He says “Well done.”  A life with no regrets.

Later

Adam

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One in Three Million One Hundred Forty Thousand

One in Three Million One Hundred Forty Thousand

“For the sake of ten, I will not destroy it.”  — Genesis 18:32

I love this dramatic conversation between The Lord and Abraham.  The Lord told Abraham that the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah were about to be destroyed because of their wickedness.  Abraham immediately went to work.  He said “Lord, if there are 50 righteous will you spare it?”  The Lord said “yes.”  Abraham proceeded to press his luck and went to 45, then 40, then 30, then 20, then finally stopped at 10.  The Lord said “for the sake of ten, I will not destroy it.”

Surely, there would be 10 righteous people that feared the Lord in the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah…right?  Wrong!  Turns out there were only 3…there should have been 4, but Lot’s wife just couldn’t let go of the place in her heart.  She was turned into a pillar of salt for “looking back.”  This makes me absolutely thank the Lord because there were a few years that I felt like I got ripped off trying to live this new Christian life and looked back at my old group of friends and longed to go back to that group.  I should have been turned into salt during that time, but now it just makes me love Him all the more.  Luke 17:32 says “Remember Lot’s wife.”  Every once in a while, I do remember her.  I think of what God brought me out of and the new life He gave me.  What else can I do but say “I love you, Lord!”

Now, I looked up the population of those two ancient cities.  The population appears to have been between 600 and 1200 people.  For the sake of easy math, I’m going to say the population was 1,000 people.  This means that when Abraham started his negotiations with God, he started with 50 out of 1,000 people, or 5% of the population.  “Lord, if 5% of the population is righteous, will you destroy it?”  Then, it went to 4.5%, then 4%, then 3%, then 2%, then all the way down to 1%.  Think about that.  God said that He would not destroy the land if ONE PERCENT of the population is righteous.

It is no secret that America is at a critical point in history.  We recently celebrated our 236th birthday as a nation.  There is very little doubt that we are under the preliminary stages of judgment.  The majority of the population is greedy, selfish, violent, lazy, and highly immoral…at least according to the Bible’s standard of morality.    We are approaching a 16 trillion dollar national debt.  To get just a little perspective on that…16 trillion seconds ago was 507, 356 YEARS ago!!! So, if someone would just be willing to give a dollar per second to the government, the debt will be paid off in about a half a million years…except for the fact we are continuously racking up even more debt.  The point is…there will be a breaking point.  God’s judgment has come and is coming to a nation that has forsaken Him.  (for an UNBELIEVABLE read on this, read “The Harbinger” by Jonathan Cahn)

In the school that I teach, I asked some kids “How many people in this school REALLY live out Christianity? Not just say they are Christians…but DO Christianity?”  The average answer was 6 people.  That means in our little school about 6 out of 300 really live out the Christian life.  Now, there might be more…but if other people do not perceive you as being a Christian, does it really matter?  I dare you to ask someone fairly close to you this question:  “What do you see in me that would make you think I don’t actually believe what I say I believe?”  Let me tell you about a time that I did it.

I had a kid in my class that gave me the hardest time.  He was ridiculously lazy, was constantly getting into trouble, constantly making excuses…you know the deal.  I talked to him after school one day.  For whatever reason, even though it had nothing to do with our conversation, he just blurted out of nowhere “people say they are Christians…but they ain’t.”  This caught me off guard, but I went ahead and took this opportunity.  I said “well, I’m a Christian…do you think I am?”  He quickly said “No!”  Yes…this stung quite a bit.  I said “What have I done, or what do I do?”  He told me “You told us at the beginning of the year that you would start over brand new with us every single school day.  You said you wouldn’t hold the things we did the previous day over our heads.”  (I did say that)  He went on to say “but ever since I said (something that would make this WMD ridiculously long if I explained it), you have continuously thrown it back in my face.”  I was absolutely bombed with conviction.  I did the only thing I knew to do.  I said “well, here is something else that real Christians do.  When they realize they are wrong…they apologize and try to make things right.  Dude…I’m sorry.  You are 100% correct and I will stop as of right now.  Will you forgive me?”  I’ll never forget the look on his face.  He couldn’t believe that a teacher was asking for his forgiveness.  To make a long story short, our relationship in class got much, much better, and he ended up giving his life to the Lord!

In the school that I teach, 6 out of 300 is 2% of the population.  We have such a small school that there is constant talk of us being shut down and moving our population to other schools.  I like to constantly remind God…If just 1%, if just 3 out of 300 in this school really love and serve you…will you spare it?

In my country, there are currently 314 million people.  Are there currently 3,140,000 people in love and on fire for the Lord Jesus Christ?  That would be 1 % of the population.  Now, there are well over this many people who say they are Christians.  But what is that actual number of people who have accepted God, and then taken that ridiculously hard step of actually following Him?

Are you one of the 3,140,000?

Later

Adam

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Amnon’s Sin

Amnon’s Sin

“But he refused to listen to her, and since he was stronger than she, he raped her.”  — 2 Samuel 13:14

If you get a chance today, read 2 Samuel chapter 13, I promise you will be entertained by it whether you call yourself a Christian or not.  When I was reading it, I just thought “what in the world made Amnon do this?”  Of course it is easy to say “The Devil made him do it!”  And, of course the liar, thief, murderer, and destroyer did have his part in it…especially working through Jonadab just as he worked through the serpent in the Garden all those years ago.  But, I want to submit to you another thought…Amnon’s dad, King David, is possibly the primary reason that Amnon raped his sister.

Isn’t it amazing how many Christians King David inspires today?  I still love to quote verses from Psalm 23.  I still love to think about him writing these words as a young man just sitting in the field with his flock strumming on the closest thing they had to a guitar back then.  Without a doubt, David was the old testament version of a jam up Christian.  However, his boy Amnon wasn’t around, or at least was really young when David was doing all the cool stuff for the Lord that we read about and that other people that were carefully watching his life at the time were seeing.  Amnon, when he was figuring out this whole “following God” thing, saw his dad sin with Bathsheba.  He probably heard day after day what a “Godly man” his dad the king was.  But what they were saying and what his dad was actually doing just 2 chapters before in chapter 11 did not match up.  What Amnon saw was his dad wanting something, taking it, and doing whatever he had to do to cover it up, including the murder one of his best men…Uriah the Hittite.

So, when Amnon saw his half-sister…he wanted her.  He knew it was wrong to take her outside of marriage.  He knew just as David knew it was wrong to take Bathsheba outside of marriage.  Amnon saw his dad just take what he wanted…apparently God had forgiven his dad.  So maybe he could just take what he wanted and “God would forgive me.”  What Amnon did not know was that David told Nathan the priest “the man that did this deserves to pay four times what he took.”  The consequences of David’s sin hadn’t come to fruition yet.  In fact, Amnon would be the first payment for  the sin of his dad.  What he did made his brother, Absolom, so angry that he plotted to take Amnon’s life…and that is exactly what he did.

No matter what I say to inspire you to live a holy lifestyle…No matter how many people read WMD…No matter how good of a person you think that I am, I have a 4 year old and a 6 year old in my house watching my every move.  Right now, they could not care less about what I have done for the Lord up to this point in my life.  In just 2 weeks I will step in front of an entirely new group of 7th and 8th graders for 180 days.  They don’t care what I’ve done up until that point in life.  They will only know me by what they see.  Do they see me being inconsistent?  Do they see me saying one thing and then turning around and doing another?  Do they see me asking them to give 100% every day and then turn around and watch me not give them 100%?

Here is what I know…the most important people in my life are watching me to see if I’m the real deal.  My kids will not hear me tell them to flee from drugs and alcohol and then watch me turn around and use them.  I will not teach my kids the dangers of pornography while I secretly look at it myself.  I will not tell them how important it is to connect with God on a daily basis and not connect with God on a daily basis myself.  That is hypocrisy at it’s finest.  When I fail…I will tell them I failed and ask their forgiveness.  Did David have this conversation with Amnon?  I doubt it…if he had, 2 Samuel chapter 13 might not even be in there.

It reminds me of a quote that I’ve seen many times over the years:

Watch your thoughts, they become words.

Watch your words, they become actions.

 Watch your actions, they become habits.

Watch your habits, they become your character.

Watch your character, it becomes your destiny.

Above all, know that if you say you are a Christian…others are watching to see if you the real deal.  You don‘t have to be perfect.   God is not looking for people made of gold or silver…but He is looking for people that are clean.

Later

Adam

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