To Love the Lord

(Jesus speaking) “Two people owed money to a certain moneylender.  One owed him five hundred denarii, and the other fifty.  Neither of them had the money to pay him back, so he forgave the debts of both.  Now which one will love him more?”  Simon replied, “I suppose the one who had the bigger debt forgiven.”  “You have judged correctly,” Jesus replied.  – Luke 7:41-43.

At church Sunday, the pastor said some really nice things about me before I spoke.  You see, I’ve been filling in for my friend, Brian Hopkins, at Mt. Freedom Baptist Church in Mountain Rest.  This Sunday coming up will be my last Sunday to preach their 10:30 service.  I’ve enjoyed preaching there as much as I’ve enjoyed preaching anywhere in my life.  The presence of God has been so wonderful that it has made it difficult to say “amen” and end of each service.

One thing Brian said about me was, “Adam loves Jesus.”  Usually, when someone says something like this, I think “I sure don’t love Him like I should.”  But this time, I thought, “He is right!  I love Him right now at this moment more than I’ve ever loved Him in my life.”  I wondered why this was so.  Immediately, these verses in Luke 7 popped in my head.

I don’t know if there has been a year when I’ve done more for the Lord than 2023.  He has given me some pretty cool assignments.  Those assignments have been characterized by this . . . God has worked mightily despite me.  You see, I know my heart.  I know my study habits.  I know that more often than not, I haven’t prayed like I should, haven’t prepared my heart like I should, and that sometimes I speak to a crowd, and I’m more than likely the emptiest person in the room.  Yet so often He has filled me while I was speaking.  His presence has manifested so wonderfully and all I can do is give Him all the praise, all the honor, and all the glory.  I love Him so much, but not because I’m all that.  I love Him because I’m the 500 denarii guy.  A denarius was a day’s wages back in the day.  $15 an hour for 8 hours is $120.  $120 x 500 days = $60,000.  I can’t just write a check for $60k.  I can’t make right all the bad things I’ve done in my life, whether it be to God or to others . . . and I’ve done some vile and sinful things.  To this day, I know my thoughts.  I’d sure hate for everything that passed through my head to be made public . . . I’d be humiliated.  Yet, God still chooses to forgive and work in my life?

Yes!  I love Him!

Lord, thank You for loving me.  Thank You for changing me.  Thank You for still working on me.  I would have thought that my love for you would be greater if I felt like I was performing well for You.  The truth is, when I think I’m doing well, I don’t bring things to You like I should.  I don’t lay things at Your feet like I should.  I have more the attitude of “I got this.” Lord, may I never think that way again.  You are the author of salvation.  No other should get any glory for the great work that only You can do.  There is and never will be another like You, Lord.  Continue to use me.  Continue to show me just how great Thy mercy is towards me . . . for then I will love You even more.  Amen.

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Mile Markers

By now you should be teachers. Instead, you need someone to teach you again the first things you need to know from God’s Word. You still need milk instead of solid food. Anyone who lives on milk cannot understand the teaching about being right with God. He is a baby. Solid food is for full-grown men. They have learned to use their minds to tell the difference between good and bad. — Hebrews 5:12-14

I love going on trips. Sometimes I don’t always enjoy driving those trips. At 60 miles per hour, you can knock out a mile a minute. However, when traffic hits, sometimes it takes quite a while to go one mile. I always seem to have an expectation in my mind of where I should be after a certain amount of time.

When it comes to following Jesus, there should be some mile markers in our lives. After we come to faith in Him, it is vital that we grow in Him. If we have a 500 mile trip to take,it would be hard to not be aggravated if three hours into the trip, we had only traveled 10 or so miles. Likewise, a year or two after receiving Christ, there should be a difference in where you were when you received Him, and where you are now.

I remember having supposedly been a Christian for 5 years. I didn’t read my Bible, didn’t make any effort to live my life for Jesus, and therefore looked no different than a non-believer. Well, I decided after a super powerful church service that I’d tell my friend about the Lord. He laughed and told me I didn’t get to tell him about Jesus. He pointed out that I cussed the same as him, partied the same as him, and slept around the same as him. He told me not to act like Christ made a real difference in my life.

I use this mile marker in my life a lot when evangelizing. You see, after five years of having a supposed faith in Jesus, I was still at the starting line. Keeping my analogy going, several hours into my trip, I hadn’t traveled the first mile. I knew in that moment that I had to finally move forward in my walk with the Lord.

I say all that to say this, if there has been no change since you’ve come to Christ, you should be frustrated. If you have no hatred for sin and no desire to put simple things behind you like a foul mouth, lying, and sexual immorality, you need to wonder why. If you have no desire for the things of God, like joining a fellowship of believers and reading the Bible for personal growth and change, why even claim to be a Christian? Don’t you want to be different than the world? Many believers have a long trip ahead of them, and are still in the driveway.

I’m just seeing a lot of “believers” expect an awful lot from God, but not giving Him anything. Many are questioning His goodness. One guy I know was railing against how God hadn’t done anything for him. I asked him about his relationship with the Bible. This guy said he “knew it like the back of his hand.” I asked him if he knew how many books were in the Bible . . . he didn’t know.

I don’t know what is going on right now in the world. But it sure seems to either be going downhill fast, or it is falling off of a cliff. The Bible says there are two roads, one is wide and leads to destruction. The overwhelming majority of people are traveling that road. Then there is a narrow road that leads to life. Very few people choose to deny themselves, take up their cross, and follow Christ. Lots of people say they are traveling that path. If they are, they don’t seem to have traveled very far on it.

Lord, I sure hope this doesn’t come across as judgmental. I have been the epitome of what I’m talking about. I’m so thankful for my college friend who let me know that I hadn’t left the garage. To this day, I feel like my walk with You began after that conversation. Help people who say they are Christians walk this stuff out. There is a lost and dying world that really needs to see what this looks like. Amen.

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A Beautiful Thing

All the believers were together and had everything in common.  – Acts 2:44

As I put all the finishing touches on this Bible I plan to give away this Friday, I realize what a beautiful thing it is for the community of believers to really come together.  I received a half-dozen letters (with hopefully a few more on the way) from my request last week.  They are full of simple support and encouragement to hang on to the Lord and never let Him go.  

I look at it and think, “How many hurting believers would benefit from something like this?”  I know I’d be blown away.  Yet, it sounds like similar things happened a lot in the early church.  Numbers were added daily to the church because everyone saw how they treated each other, or maybe just simply saw how they were, and wanted to be a part of it.

How is it that nobody wants to be a part of the church now?  How is it not a main topic of all conversations?  Right now, at best, you can find maybe a few good churches in an area, but this is out of an awful lot of churches in an area.  People, even the ones who call themselves Christians, mostly look out for themselves.  So, when these same Christians form a body of believers, it makes sense that they form a “church” that mostly looks out for themselves.  Believe me, I’m not even saying I’m any different.  I just get it right sometimes and wonder why in the world I don’t get it right more often . . . it’s not like it is terribly difficult.  In truth, the reason I don’t get it right most of the time is I’m inward focused.

These last few days, I’ve poured into someone other than myself, and the peace of God is so ever present with me.  I’ve done less Bible study but had so many more conversations about God with people.  It’s like the years of Bible study just pours out of me onto others in our conversations.  Crazy enough, the more I pour out, the more God fills my cup. Something tells me this is how it is all supposed to work.

Lord, help us, Your church to get this right.  You can certainly start with me.  With all my heart and with all my life, I want to be used to lead, guide, and point others towards You!  It is amazing how close we get to feel to You when we are pouring into others.  I know a lot of people claim to love You.  If we claim to love You, we are supposed to intentionally love people as well.  What better time to start than the Christmas season?  By the power of Your Holy Spirit, lead us to truly help others and point them to You.  Amen.

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A Gift for Christmas

A gift ushers the way and ushers the giver into the presence of the great. – Proverbs 18:16

I want to give a Christmas gift, and I need you guys to help me.  Would you be willing to write a letter?  I have a person in my life that is going through the roughest set of holidays she has ever gone through.  She has lost her husband recently and it has caused her to really doubt her faith in the Lord. On top of all this, she still has the day-to-day responsibilities of parenting, paying bills, and everything else life throws at her.

I’m going to buy her a really nice Bible.  In that Bible, I want to put your letter if you will write her one.  Pray, and then write as the Lord leads.  Maybe you could write about a tough time you went through and give a Bible verse that you held on to that helped you get through.  I will put the letter in the Bible where the verse can be found and maybe highlight it.  

I would like to have these by next week.  I have one church working on this now and hopefully they will bring me their letters this Sunday morning at Mt. Freedom.  You could drop it off at Salem Methodist Church at 4:00 this Sunday if you don’t mind coming to one of our services.  If you message me directly, I’ll give you the girl’s name and an address to mail these letters to if you live far away.  I could also give you more details if you need them.  Encourage anyone you might know to join this as well.  I’m hoping that I can put 50 letters in this Bible.  I’ll write 2, so 48 more would be great! 

Lord, please make this effort successful.  Help my little group come together to make one person’s Christmas crazy special.  I pray for her, Lord.  Lift her up!  The valley is a tough place to be . . . help her walk through.  Use the words that we write in our letters to help her draw nearer to You.  May she come to know this peace that passes all understanding.  Amen!

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The Same Pain

Job 1:18 a messenger came to Job and said, “Your sons and daughters were feasting and drinking wine at the oldest brother’s house, when suddenly a mighty wind swept in from the desert and struck the four corners of the house.  It collapsed on them, and they are dead.  

Matthew 2:16 When King Herod realized he had been outwitted by the wise men, “he was furious, and he gave orders to kill all the boys two years old and younger in accordance with the time he had learned from the Magi.”  

John 11:21 “Lord,” Martha said to Jesus, “if you had been here, my brother would not have died.”

John 5:5 One who was there had been an invalid there for 38 years.

Isaiah 53:3 He is despised and rejected of men, a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief, and we hid as if were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

Everywhere I turn lately, there seems to so much pain, suffering, and death.  Really great people, men, and women of God are leaving this world and, from what I can see, are not being replaced.  I think I’m trying to say that there seems to be a lot of great leaders like Moses dying, and there aren’t a whole lot of successors like Joshua replacing them.

In addition, there is so much sickness and death.  I’m finding myself praying out loud with people more and more.  Whether I am sitting with someone at church, praying over the phone, or even on the cereal aisle at Ingles, there is no shortage of people who need prayer.

I used the verses today to show us that we are not and have never been alone in the things that we go through.  The people in the Bible knew the same pain that we feel now.  I don’t know how he is so good at it, but the devil seems to convince us that we are all alone in our suffering and that it is unique.  Sometimes I can even doubt my own salvation and be convinced that John 3:16 is for everyone but me . . . as if I wasn’t included in “the world” that God so loved.  It is crazy.

I don’t know about you, but evil seems to be working overtime right now.  I know just about every generation has believed that they were in “the last days,” and I will say that I’m no different . . . I believe we are in the last days.

Dear reader, please pray.  Let’s find out if 2 Chronicles is 7:14 is true or not.  Today, agree to get alone with God, meditate on Him, and pray.  If possible, pray out loud.  If possible, set a timer so that you remain in His presence for at least 20 minutes.  Christians today talk a lot about prayer, but I’m not so sure that they actually pray.  I’m also not saying that I’m the best example of a prayer warrior.  I wish that I did it more “just because” and not because I simply need or want something.  Every time I get into His presence, I wonder why I do anything else.

Today, Let’s pray.

Lord, I praise Your Name.  I know Your Word is truth, and I know that it works.  There is nothing difficult that You’ve asked me to do that I haven’t reaped incredible benefits from doing.  Every time I am a doer of the Word, my faith increases, my ability to persevere increases, and best of all, my love for You increases.  Following You and Your ways breeds more following You and Your ways.  Lord, help us . . . save us.  I know where it will all begin.  It will begin with people who say they are Christians actually living out Christianity.  It will begin with Christians praying.  Let it start with us.  Let it start with me.  Amen!

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In All Things

In everything give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.  – 1 Thessalonians 5:18

Myles Standish was a participant in the first Thanksgiving.  He, and several of his friends had just lost their wives due to illness while trying to literally build a new life in the New World.  The thing we can learn from them is this:  Their thankfulness was not deterred by their circumstances.

Right now, if you are trying at all to talk to people about the Lord, you will find that people are hurting.  Tomorrow, I know of several whose tables are going to be missing some important people.  Things have not gone like many have hoped.  In these types of circumstances, we the ultimate test of thanks:  Regardless of what life has thrown at you, can you still give God glory, honor, and praise?

This hurting world is in desperate need of Christians whose circumstances don’t define them.  Bitterness, despair, and hopelessness are not currently in short supply.  The only solution I know that truly works is to get alone with God!  You will find that His promise to never leave you nor forsake you is true.  Only in Him is true hope and true fulfilment found.  Then, and only then, will you and I be the light that so shines before men.  Then people will begin to want what you have . . . peace that passes all understanding.  That is the first thing I thought when I read about Myles . . . he had this peace the Bible speaks of.  

Lord, I more than likely have more Thanksgivings behind me than before me.  Help me appreciate them more and more.  Help me be closer to you each time another one comes.  Give me a heart that wants to rejoice in all things.  I look so forward to the day when my faith becomes sight.  May Your presence be mightily felt to those whose tables are missing some regulars.  May You give us the wisdom to know that one day we will be the ones missing.  But what a glorious day when we have our first Thanksgiving with You, Lord!  Thank You for the love and presence You are giving me as I sit here and type!  I love You, Lord!  Amen!

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The Difficulty of Spiritual Warfare

For we wrestle not with flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.  – Ephesians 6:12.

I don’t know about you, but I’m being pounded spiritually lately.  The closer I try to draw nearer to God, the more I am bombarded with wicked thoughts.  I’m being tempted more than ever.  Vile images run through my head at crazy weird and random times.  I rebuke them in the name of Jesus, I put on the helmet of Salvation, and I quote the Word of God.  As soon as I do these things, I hear this voice that sounds like me.  It tells me that I can’t use His Name.  It tells me that quoting the Word will do me no good.  The voice tells me that because the thoughts have entered my mind, God will have nothing to do with me.  I refuse to believe it and I go near to God boldly, not because I’m presumptuous, but because Hebrews 4:16 tells me I can.  This has been a consistent theme lately.

When I admit things like this from a pulpit, people who claim to be Christians either hate it, or they know exactly what I’m talking about.  I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but Christianity does not thrive very well in free countries.  81% of Americans say they believe in God, yet you’d have to have quite a long conversation with each to get their definition of “believe,” as well as their definition of who they mean when they say “God.”  If I go into a church and preach against sin, and I mean not only the sin of the people sitting in the congregation, but my own as well.  If I show American Christians that there is no way that we have laid down our lives for the Lord when we can’t even be inconvenienced in a store or restaurant, the response from some is to pray for our hearts, but the decision makers who give the money and have control the church seem to ask that I not return.  Even at my own church, it has gotten me called “too fundamental.”  

I do want to mention here that I’m halfway through a season of filling it at Mt. Freedom in Mountain Rest.  There has been a good response so far and the Spirit and power of God has been amazing.  

Please answer this question honestly in your heart:  Why do you follow Jesus?  I will tell you straight up that I have served God because he was a get out of hell free card, because I thought He would bless me financially, because I thought He would keep me safe, and because I thought He would protect me and my loved ones while never allowing any trials or hardships in my life.  When I have served Him for those reasons . . . I’ve always been disappointed in Him.  Sometime around 30 years of age, my wife and I said a prayer that changed my entire relationship with the Lord.  The prayer simply said this, “We will continue to serve You, Lord!  Not because of what You can do for us, but because we love You.”  

When did you begin truly serving the Lord for the right reasons?

Lord, we live in a world where people constantly use each other.  There is so much deception.  We live in a world where everyone wants maximum reward for minimum effort.  I’m not even going to pretend that I’m any different.  With all my heart I ask You to change me.  Make me more and more like You each and every day.  Help me to endure life’s trials with patience, knowing that patience teaches me to persevere.  I’m trying, Lord.  You know my heart . . . if there is any deceitfulness in my heart, please show me the way everlasting.  I’m trying to go out in public and win those who are far from You.  I’m trying to draw the religious brothers nearer to You.  I’m trying to encourage the faithful to keep on keeping on.  I must admit, Lord . . . this is making me weary and vulnerable.  Yet I realize that I don’t have to fight in my own strength . . . I can fight in Yours.  Strengthen me and every true follower reading this.  Amen.

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At Rest

Let my soul be at rest again, for the Lord has been good to me. – Psalm 116:7

Lately, I have been operating at extremes.  My highs are amazingly high, and my lows are pretty low.  As soon as I realize I’m in a low place, I have as immediately as possible forced my thoughts to the goodness of God.  I bypass all the evil speaking to me that gives me reason after reason that I can’t go into God’s presence.  I cannot even begin to tell you how valuable this has been.  I don’t know if the spiritual forces of evil are really ramping up, but it sure feels like it.

One of my favorite things to pray lately is the armor of God. The piece that means the most to me right now is the breastplate of righteousness.  When I’m putting it on in my mind, all I can do is thank God over and over.  One of the evilest ploys of the devil is to make you and I believe that we must earn our salvation.  I don’t know about you, but when I give an honest grade to my Christianity, it is never that high of a mark.  Even when God shows up the most, there is usually some bad attitude that I had beforehand or some horrid thought that, if I had followed, would have derailed it all.  In His presence, there is nothing but awe and wonder that He even allows me to participate.  It is an amazing feeling knowing that I can simply put on righteousness.  He gives it to us!  All other religions make you earn it.  Jesus just straight up gives it to us if we will simply put it on.

Even this morning, it is like my mind is gravitating towards anxiety, busyness, and worry.  But the truth is, I have over an hour before I even leave my house.  I have spent those single hours before just playing on the internet, meandering around the house, or just thinking about all that must get done and how expensive it is going to be.  Not once has doing any of that made my day better.  What has made my day better is getting lost in the Word of God, worshipping to a great song, praying and/or soaking in His presence.  It does not change what has to get done, but it sure changes me.  I find that so often I wind up enjoying what normally would have been an exhausting, drama-filled, and stressful day. 

Our God knows how to work all things for our long-term good.  You and I have an enemy whose sole purpose is make you think otherwise.  Do not trade short-term pleasures for long-term peace.  It is never worth it!  

Ask Eve in Genesis 3 

Ask Achan in Joshua 7

Ask Samson in Judges 16

Ask David in 2 Samuel 11-12

Ask Gehazi in 2 Kings 5

Feel free to comment any more of these that you can think of.

Lord, with all my heart I love You, I thank You, I appreciate You, and I simply worship You.  You are the God over all gods. You are the ultimate truth.  I’m still amazed with all my flaws, with all my disobedience, and with all my apathy that you still find ways to work in me and through me.  Help me to slow everything down, Lord.  I want to walk with You.  I want to walk with You through the hard parts of my day as well as the easy parts.  Lead me, O Lord!  Guide me, O Lord! Keep Thou my feet on the narrow path.  May the joy of my walk lead others to join me.  Amen.

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Spent

And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you. – 2 Corinthians 12:15

This past weekend I was spent.  I wasn’t spent because I had a million things to do and tried to accomplish them all . . . I was spent spiritually.  You know the best part?  It was wonderful.  It all started when I was playing music at the Tavern at Windsor.  There was one lady there who a while back actually requested for me to play something by All Sons and Daughters.  At the places I play, I get a lot of requests . . . but never a request for All Sons and Daughters.  I played “All the Poor and Powerless,” and “Brokenness Aside.”  There weren’t many people on that patio, but I sure felt the Lord right there with me as I sang those song for Him.

Saturday, I helped with Mt. Freedom’s Fall Festival.  I set up my music stuff and just sat and played songs for the Lord.  I treated it like it was just me and Him for a couple of hours and I was playing with Him and for Him.  No fireworks or anything like that, just a sweet feeling of hanging out playing music for my Lord.  In between my sets, I was playing my praise and worship list.  There was a lady there who asked me about the artists on my playlist.  I told her names like William McDowell and Eddie James.  I could tell she was excited to check them out.  It was all so simple . . . I just felt like God was moving.

Sunday, I preached at 10:30 and 4:00.  The 10:30 service was so powerful.  By the time I prayed at the end of the service, I just did not want to leave the presence that I was feeling.  We had communion, and after the service a man from Alabama, and a man from Georgia came up and told me what the Lord spoke to them through the message.  My mind was blown.  I couldn’t believe how the Lord had used me all weekend.  I went home and crashed.  I got up and prepared for the 4:00 service.  There were only 6 of us, but we had a conversation about what it looked like when each of us began to follow Jesus.  We prayed for each other.  I prayed with each of them . . . I was spent.  I was spent, yet I left so full.  Even sitting here right now, I have a million things going on and I could easily let them overwhelm me.  

I’m spent . . . yet I am full.

Lord, the more I learn about Your kingdom, the more I realize I’m clueless about Your kingdom.  The way up is truly down.  The way to be great is truly to serve.  I’m not even going to act like I know what I’m doing, but I’m sure thankful for this past weekend.  I’m thankful for this moment right here, right now . . . a moment where I appreciate You and love You as much as ever.  The fact that You would reach down from Heaven, clean me up, and use me for Your service is nothing short of miraculous and wonderful.  I know I will end this prayer; I will take off to work, and at some point, I’ll get all wrapped up in my job and other worldly junk.  I will not think much about You.  But right now . . . right here in this moment . . . I’m so thankful.  Amen.

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Show Me, O Lord

Show Me, O Lord

You will show me the way of life, granting me the joy of your presence and the pleasures of living with you forever.  – Psalm 16:11

Lord, I don’t know what David was going through when he wrote this psalm, but I imagine he was struggling.  Maybe this was between the promise of him being king of Israel and him actually being the king of Israel.  Maybe he was doubtful.  Maybe he was simply overwhelmed. 

I can certainly relate in this moment, Lord.  I despise how I go through this life slowly taking on more and more until I find myself overwhelmed.  I even find myself doing all kinds of things for You, but not really getting alone with You.  I’m talking to You a lot, but not simply soaking in Your presence.  Every time I simply get into Your presence, I never want to leave.  It is the place where I get so full and it is the only time I ever taste the joys of living life moment by moment.  Help me, Lord to keep this little song in my heart.  For no matter what I face today, I know that You are with me.  You are showing me the way of life, now grant me the joy of Your presence and the pleasures of living with You forever.

Moment by moment I’m kept in His love

Moment by moment I’ve life from above

Looking to Jesus til glory doth shine

Moment by moment O Lord I am Thine.

Grant me this day, Lord the awareness not just to live for You, but with You.  Amen.

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